AN:
Well, after not much persuasion, I have decided to make a third part to my
angst filled 2xH songfic series. Yup. Please send all praises/thank yous/death
threats to Darkwing and Estrange. And to Liz, who wanted a happy ending!
Disclaimer:
I do now own Gundam Wing or any of its characters nor do I own the song “We
Still” it belongs to Frankie J, as he wrote it and he sings it. Please watch
your step and tread carefully, there’s so much WAFF/MUSH that it will rot your
teeth three times over if you‘re not careful. *walks off singing Spongebob
Squarepants theme song*
We Still
“I’m
not letting this go, Hilde! You cant let this go either! I love you, for God’s
sake, I love you!” Duo cried. He walked over to her and placed his hand on her
shoulder.
Hilde
shook her head. “I know, Duo. I know that more than anything, but we can’t make
this work.” She turned and faced him, daring herself to look into his beautiful
eyes. She shook her head once more and looked down at her hands.
He
sighed. “You’re willing to throw away all these years, Hilde? Like we don’t
still love each other? Like we can’t love each other more?”
He
was going to cry. God, he was going to cry and he didn’t care. He needed her so
badly. He wanted her to be with him forever and he’d be damned if he didn’t
fight for her. He’d be damned if he just walked away from this as if it was
nothing.
I know that you and I have been through
Many downs before oh yeah…
But that don’t mean the chance
Has gone away to love each other more
We’ve struggled and we’ve fought
To keep us both between the lines oh yeah…
“Oh
Duo,” she sighed. She wanted nothing more than to say yes, to run into his arms
and hug him and kiss him, but this was what they always did. This scene wasn’t
unusual for them, but before it had always ended with a kiss and a hug and
make-up sex. But not this time. This time it had to be different.
“Don’t
let your pride get in the way, Hilde. I know I’ve made mistakes and so have
you, but don’t let that get in the way. Please, Hilde. I’m not dropping the
subject and I’m not leaving. I’m staying here until you say you want to come
back home or you want me to stay here, but I’m not leaving until I get the
answer that I want,” he said desperately.
Hilde
wiped her tears away. He was right. She felt him take her hand in his and
squeeze. She looked at their joined hands with an aching heart. Could they make
it work? One last try maybe? Could they make things right this time? Too many
questions ran through her mind at the moment. She couldn’t think.
Through many years we’ve cried
Our tears and always kept our pride
Aside… so you can’t say that…
She
took a deep breath. It was suddenly hard for her to breath. Their joined hands
had done this to her. She was breathless because of his touch. She’d missed him
so much during all this time. She had wanted to call him so many times, but she
couldn’t. He was right. Her pride was getting in the way of things.
But
she also couldn’t help thinking of all the wrongs they had done to each other. They
had hurt each other very badly during the last few years and during their
pregnancy, especially then. They couldn’t pretend that it hadn’t happened. They
couldn’t just forget about that.
“I
can’t,” she whispered and snatched her hand away.
We still…
Always argue all the time
Never make love when it’s right
We still…
Never say we love each other
Always up in one another
We still…
Fight for every little thing
Never ever stop to think that we still
Always loved each other…
“What
can I say to you that will make you change your mind? I’ve poured my heart and
soul out to you, Hilde,” he whispered.
“You
can’t say or do anything, Duo. It’s all been said and done.”
“People
change, Hilde. And I think we both have, for the better. We can get through
this, please… ”
I know at times you’d believe
We would never change… oh yeah…
You said we’d never change…
That it was much to overcome
Much of an obstacle to take mmmm
But you were always one
To always think the worst of things
Yeah…
Yeah… yeah…
“Please,”
he whispered brokenly. “Please! Do you want me to beg you, Hilde? Because I
will! I will get down on my knees and beg you to give us one more try. There is
nothing I’m not willing to do, Hilde!”
She
winced at the pain in his voice. It was evident he was hurting too. As much as
she was if not more. She sighed again and her whole body trembled.
So it was always me
To take the stand
And take the initiative
So you can’t say that
Hilde
turned around with wide eyes and found him already on his knees in front of
her. His cheeks were tear-stained, his eyes red and swollen from crying, and
yet she had never seen a more beautiful man in her life. After so many years,
so many fights, so many kisses and so many things he still made her heart
flutter and her stomach do flip-flops. She looked at him for a moment and her
heart gave way. Her knees gave out and she fell on the floor and locked her
arms around his neck.
Immediately
she felt him put his own arms around her. He hugged her tightly and sighed
deeply. It was a sigh that said that everything would be okay, that the worst
was over. It was a sigh of relief. His breath tickled her neck and she only
hugged him tighter.
“I
love you,” her breathed in her ear. “I love you. I can’t live without you.”
We still…
Oh don’t you know we still
Always argue all the time
Never make love when it’s right
We still…
Don’t you know that I’m for real
Never say we love each other
Always up in one another
We still…
Oh don’t you know we still
Fight for every little thing
Never ever stop to think that we still
Always loved each other…
She
only cried harder at his words. “I love you too, Duo. More than anything. I
love you so much,” she whispered. “And I’m sorry. For every fight we had, for
every argument, for everything. There is nothing I want more in this life than
to spend the rest of my life with you.”
He
pulled away from the hug to look into her eyes. He smiled at her through his
tears, which had turned from bitter tears of sadness to tears of joy and
happiness. He had her back. She was back and this time it would work.
He
took her face in both of his hands and gave her a light, sweet kiss on the
lips.
We still… fight for every little thing
Never ever stop to think that we still
Always loved each other
“And
this is why I love you so much, Hilde. Because we‘ve seen each other at our
best and at our worst and we still love each other. You still love me as much
as I love you. We made a lot of stupid mistakes and we never stopped to think
that we loved each other or how much we hurt each other. I’m sorry.”
She
wiped the tears from his eyes with her hands and kissed his forehead. “It doesn’t
matter anymore, Duo. We’re together again and that’s all that matters now.”
He
smiled gently at her again and took her hands in his much larger ones. He
placed them over his heart and held them there for a moment. Tears began to
fall again from his eyes as he whispered, “Nothing will ever change here,
Hilde. I will always, always love you.”
She
wrapped her arms around him again and buried her head in his neck.
We still…
Always argue all the time
Never make love when it’s right
We still…
Don’t you know that we still
Never say we love each other
Always up in one another
We still…
I’m for real, I’m for real baby
Fight for every little thing
Never ever stop to think that we still
Always loved each other…
The
End (really, I mean it this time)
AN:
Well there you go! I just couldn’t let it go. As Darkwing put it “Duo is a
fighter and so is Hilde.” Much thanks to Darkwing and to everybody who reviewed
and gave me comments on the ML. You guys all know you’re all special to me and
I appreciate you guys taking the time to read. *walks off still singing: who
lives in a pineapple under the sea? SPONGEBOB
SQUAREPANTS!*