Sabichan would like to apologize for
the following:
*ahem*
First off, for posting this so
fucking late. Second, for not sending e-mails yesterday for my update list. Third,
that I seem to have become queen of the typos. And fourth for not replying to
reviews. Just haven't got around to it.
But let's not bicker and argue about
who killed who...Let's all settle this over a nice cool glass of Lemonade XP
Best when read to Tear by RHCP, off
the By the Way album. Sweet and slow.
I hope you like!
Ja ne!
~Sabichan~
"This is my time
This is my tear
I can see clearly now
That this is not a place
For playing solitaire
Tell me where you want me
This is my time
This is my tear
All in all I'm
Loving every rise and fall
The sun will make and I will take
Breath to be sure of this
In the end
All will be forgiven when
Surrender rises high and I
Gave what I came to give
Say it now because you never
know..."
*continued from last chapter*
**I POV**
"Are you cold?"
She nodded and began to slip off my
jacket. I stepped up behind her and took it.
"I don't suppose you brought a
change of clothes in that giant purse of yours?" I teased. She glared at
me as she clutched it protectively. It really was huge...
"Hey, I like them big." She
clamped a hand over her mouth as I laughed at her. A blush formed and I
inwardly sighed at the sight of it.
"You're cute when you
blush." This of course only drew out a deeper red flush and she lowered
her eyes nervously.
"Well, I know mom didn't leave
anything here. So the best I can offer is something of mine."
"A suit of armor would be
better than this, I'm fucking freezing."
"Well, I'll get you a towel
too, you're ruining the carpet."
I walked down the hallway and into
my room. I wasn't too surprised to find that it had also been decorated, much
like the rest of the apartment. Finally I realized it must've have been Rin's
doing.
Thank the gods I'd talked Miroku out
of that damn toaster for her wedding gift...
I grabbed a t-shirt and shorts from
one of my drawers, and hoped that she'd be comfortable with it. I closed the
door to my bedroom, not really sure if I wanted her to see that just yet, and
called her name softly. She followed my voice down the hallway, having removed
her own jacket, and I had serious trouble tearing my eyes away from the sight
before me.
She wasn't wearing much under her
jacket, just one of her wonderfully short skirts and a tight blouse, both
sticking to her like a second skin. She didn't seem to really even notice how I
was staring, she just took the clothes from my outstretched hands and smiled.
"It's getting nice and warm in
here. I like the candles. So, um...where can I change?"
I gestured towards my bathroom to
the right, and she stepped that way.
"T-there's towels in um there
too...If you want them, one or..yeah...." I stuttered out. She giggled, my
nervousness obvious and turned back to look at me.
"What about you? You're worse
off than I am."
"I'll...wait."
Silently smiling, she closed the
door and I could hear the rustling of her clothes as she changed. Not a few
minutes later, she opened the door again, and I was greeted with yet another
wonderful sight.
She'd opted not to wear the shorts,
as the shirt was long enough on her to reach her thighs. Her damp skin and
underwear made the white fabric cling to her body alluringly. She was toweling
her hair dry as she spoke.
"I still can't get over how
short I am compared to you. You would think I'd have grown at least a little
this whole year. But no! Hey. C'mon I can see you shivering, let me help you
dry off."
Nodding dumbly, I stepped through
the door and she set about drying off my long hair. I watched her intently
through the mirror as she hummed softly. Gods she was so sexy...
"Kagome? Where...where have you
been?"
A sigh escaped her lips as she met
my eyes in our reflection.
"Don't you wanna know why
I left?"
"I know why. I want to know
where."
She smiled as she turned me around
to face her. Gently, she toweled my bangs off, careful not to cover my face
while she did so.
"I went across the country. All
the way to the other coast. For the past few months, I've been working in a
bar. What I did before that though, well it's not really as important as it is
funny. But I don't really want to talk about that right now. I'm...I'm not
going anywhere again and....we've got a lot more to clear up first. And these
need to come off." She gestured towards my clothes.
My face paled as I thought of the
implications. You would think after all the dreams and fantasies I'd had about
the girl, that I'd be a little more fucking prepared. But this was real.
This time it wasn't just a damn dream.
"Huh?"
"You've got a puddle beneath
you, you know. Your clothes are absolutely soaked." Breathing a sigh of
relief I nodded and she handed me a new dry towel and turned to leave the room.
After she had closed the door, I
took a few deep breaths to calm myself. Glancing in the mirror I wanted to
laugh. I looked so damn scared! Just like I had the night of her birthday
before I'd picked her up. I felt the same way I had then too. But this time, I
didn't have Mushin to talk to, and this time, I had a half naked Kagome
wandering around my apartment, which we happened to be completely alone
in.
Finally stripping out of my wet
clothes, I realized I had not actually brought myself anything to change into.
Shit.
Shit!
Now what?
A light knock at the door made me
jump.
"Inuyasha? You ok?"
"Fine." I called back, my
voice cracking. My eyes scanned the room wildly, and I smiled triumphantly as I
spotted the unused shorts on the ground. I could hear her footsteps moving
towards my bedroom door.
"Hey which one is your room? This
one?" I heard the telltale squeak as she twisted the knob, and at that
moment I panicked. I really, really didn't want her to see my room just
yet, not till I was ready.
So, without thinking, I threw open
the bathroom door, wearing only the towel wrapped around my waist.
"Wait! Don't-"
She was standing in the open door
way, gazing at me questioningly. I lowered my eyes to the ground around her
feet.
"go in there..." I
muttered, finishing my sentence. I could feel my face getting heated as she
remained silent. After a moment, I finally brought my eyes back up her face and
almost fainted at what I saw there.
She was still looking at me, yes,
but her eyes seemed to roam over every inch of exposed skin in her sight. She
was blushing again, but just barely.
Suddenly, her eyes darkened as she
stared at a spot on my chest, right over my heart. I knew she could see the
scar, and briefly wondered if she knew what it was from. I got my answer as she
stepped towards me, gaze still heavily trained on that spot.
"I...I didn't believe him at
first. But Sess told me. He told me about it."
She stood right before me, and ever
so softly ran her fingertips over the raised flesh. I could see the tears
welling up in her brown depths, and I sighed aloud. I closed my hand over hers.
"It was stupid, Iwas
stupid. I just let it all get to me, and I was...weak."
I wasn't sure what to expect from
her right then. All I could think about was how sad I really was, trying to
commit suicide because of my own weakness. Kagome had said she loved me, but
would she accept me, knowing how far I had almost gone? Sure, she had
left, but I had almost killed myself.
I hoped to the Gods that she would
lecture me, or reprimand me, or even walk away and leave; anything to break
this deafening silence that hung in the hallway. I closed my eyes, waiting for
her reaction.
Suddenly, I felt soft lips press
against the scar on my chest, and soft hands resting on my forearms. My eyes
flew open in shock, and speechless, I watched as she continued to press soft
kisses against my bare skin, her eyes closed and breathing steady.
I wasn't sure what to do right then.
I could have dealt just fine if she had yelled at me, or if she had left again.
But this? I was absolutely clueless.
She rested her head on my chest, and
wrapped her arms around me, pulling me close to her.
"I'm so sorry Inuyasha, I'm sorry
for everything I've done to you, for leaving you, pushing you away so many
times. I'm...I'm just...I hate myself for it, for being so selfish. I shouldn't
have come back....You're better off without me, I'm just-" I quickly
embraced her, stopping her tirade.
"Shut up."
She did, but I could feel tears
against my skin as she cried.
"Inuyasha, I hurt you so much. I
left you for a whole year." She lifted her head to look into my
eyes, "I left you
waiting..."
"I would have waited my entire
life for you Kagome. You're home now, and I don't want to hear you apologize
any more, not even once."
"But I-"
"Stop."
"But Inu-" I quickly laid
a finger on her lips to shush her. I leaned in close to her face and whispered.
" Just shut up and stay with
me."
I am not a romantic man by nature. I
say the wrong thing at the worst possible moments, I don't know how to be
sweet, or to properly court a girl like Sess or even Miroku could. Maybe that's
the reason I've never had a girlfriend, or even just an actual date. I'm
standoffish, I'm rude, and I'm horribly blunt, and brutally honest. And that's
just how I am.
I've never expected anyone to love
me for who I am, for how I look, or for what I've been through. Before I met
this girl, I had accepted life to be whatever happened to come my way, to be
routine and while not at all happy, at least not as tragic as my childhood. I
never took a chance on anything.
But like I said...that was before I
met this girl.
I kissed her then, not leaving any
room for argument, and to my relief, she offered none. She just kissed me back,
just as passionately, just as loving. Long, delicate fingers ran over my back
and chest. I was in a complete daze, I was so overwhelmed by the feel of her
mouth against mine, the way her hands seemed to trace every muscle and curve.
We continued to kiss, breaking apart
only take a breath, and then returning to each other's lips with renewed
passion.
If felt so good to be holding her so
close, to feel her kissing me and holding me like she was never going to let me
go. I hoped she never would.
I trailed my kisses down her
delicate neck, licking and nipping her soft skin. Her breath was hot in my ear
and she moaned softly when I reached the junction of her neck and shoulder. She
shivered and I heard her whisper my name breathlessly.
It nearly drove me insane. I wanted
so badly to just pick her up and take her into my room. To lay her down and
make love to her like I'd dreamed about so often during our time apart.
But I'd waited so long just for this
moment, just to be with her, that I wanted to be sure I didn't do anything
to screw it up. I decided to let her set our pace. After all, we had our whole
lives ahead of us....
I smirked against her tender flesh. She
probably had no idea what was in store for her now that she'd come back to me. Now...now
she was mine, and I wouldn't stop until she knew that.
I felt my arousal growing more and
more evident as she continued to explore my upper body. I felt her brush
against it and she immediately ground her hips into mine, and I nipped at her
neck simultaneously.
My hands went from her waist to her
grab her by her behind, and I lifted her from the ground. She instinctively
wrapped her legs around my waist, gasping against my skin. I walked slowly
through the open door and sat down on my bed, Kagome resting on my lap.
She pulled back just then and looked
deeply into my eyes. Suddenly, the position seemed very familiar.
Yes, it was just like where had left
off that glorious night, her birthday. Her on my lap, her heat pressed firmly
to mine.
It was just how I'd wanted things to
be, the reason I refused to change my routine, why I still took the bus. I
wanted for us to pick up right where we left off. Only this time, no
distractions, no secrets.
She leaned back a little further,
and taking my hands in hers, placed them on the bottom hem of the shirt. My
heart leapt for the umpteenth time that night as I realized what she was
saying.
Slowly I lifted the shirt up, eyes
darting from each new inch of exposed flesh, to her eyes and then back. Finally
I pulled it carefully over her head and tossed it aside.
I gazed at her, appreciative of each
curve of her body, from her slim waist to her breasts hidden only by a lacy
white bra. I did my best not to just flat out stare at her, but was finding
that just a bit hard to do with such a sexy young woman sitting on my lap.
I glanced back to her face and
smirked at the faint blush in the candlelight. I had to admit I was a bit
nervous as well. This was the furthest we'd ever been...and it was obvious it
wasn't going to stop here.
My hands roamed over her body, like
she had done earlier and I resumed my earlier actions on her neck. She sighed
and mewled, finally pushing me on my back onto the bed.
I congratulated myself on letting
her set the pace. Finally, I had done something right the first time! And look
were it got me!
Kagome weaved her hands through my
hair, and began to grind gently against my arousal. I panted against her neck
and she shivered. I moved to meet her small thrusts, relishing the way she
whispered my name against my lips.
I felt her small hand slip between
us, and rest momentarily on the simple towel wrapped around my waist.
She stopped moving when I grasped
her hand tightly, restraining her.
I could feel my heart pounding as she
pulled back to look in my eyes. Her own chocolate depths seemed to swirl with
need and want. I shuddered internally. I'd waited so long for her to look at me
like that...
"Inuyasha?" She questioned
softly, her voice a bit short of breath. She sounded concerned. I smiled
reassuringly, and gave her a chaste kiss on the lips before responding.
"Not until we're even." She
cocked her head curiously and then her eyes widened when she realized what I
meant. She blushed and nodded.
I lifted her and gently laid her in
the middle of my bed. She arched up and reached behind her back.
I smiled when I realized it was just
like my dream. Only this time, no fucking phone to ruin it! I
watched eagerly as she unhooked her
bra and laid flat back on the bed.
I took the initiative and gently
pushed one strap off of her shoulder, then the other. Then, slowly, I lifted
the garment and her full breasts hung freely.
I swallowed hard at the sight of
her. She was so beautiful! I lifted my hands to touch her softly, caressing her
mounds almost cautiously. Her blush spread from her face to her chest as I
cupped the underside of her breasts, my eyes drinking in the sight the whole
time.
"Happy now?" She asked
quietly. I nodded dumbly and continued to knead her breasts. I flicked my
thumbs over her pert nipples, making them erect. She moaned, closing her eyes
at the feeling, and arched up into my hands. I did it again, then rubbed my
palms over the hyper-sensitive flesh. I was rewarded with more enjoyable
noises. I grinned smugly and quickly lowered my head to one pink stained
nipple, taking it into my mouth. Her back arched high up off the bed as she
gasped. I started to lick it softly, then with a little more pressure, going by
how she reacted. I swirled my tongue around her entire breast, taking care not
to miss a single spot, then started all over again with the other. My arms
wrapped around her body as she arched up again, holding her close to my mouth
as I continued my sweet torture.
After a few more minutes of teasing,
I began to trail kisses from the valley between her breasts, down her firm
stomach, her hands fisted in my hair the whole time. I stopped at the waist of
her panties and licked her tummy. I looked up at her, her face flushed and eyes
glazed with passion. I began to pull them down when she clasped her hands over
mine. My face fell when I saw the smirk on her normally sweet face. Gods she
looked like me!
She waved her finger in front of my
face and whispered huskily.
"You first. That's how this
works. Quid pro Quo."
I glared at her, but she just smiled
sweetly and pointed at me. The nervousness began to set in. Once again, we were
about to take another step closer to our ultimate goal. And I was pretty
scared. I hoped I wouldn't disappoint.
I nodded and swallowed hard. I
brought myself up to lie next to her and moved to take off the towel. She must
have noticed how badly my hands were shaking because once again, she stopped
me.
"Don't worry Inuyasha...I'm
nervous...It's my first time too." I smiled and she cupped my cheek as
she shifted closer to face me, her
body pressing lightly against mine. Her hand made it's way down, trailing over
my chest, stomach, and finally rested where the towel was tucked in. Gently,
she undid it, and moved the towel aside, revealing me to the warm air. She
touched me hesitantly, her small hand wrapping around me as she looked down. Her
eyes widened and I saw her pale some.
"Wow, she wasn't kidding was
she?" She muttered. My brow furrowed in confusion.
"Who? What are you talking
about?"
"Your mom. She told me you'd
be...umm like this." She replied, a faint blush gracing her cheeks. I on
the other hand gave a long awaited encore to my beet impression.
"What?!!"
"Well umm...she and my mom had
a talk with me earlier. They kinda knew this was gonna happen so...they umm.
tried to prepare me."
I opened and closed my mouth a few
times, but no words came out.
"Hey at least you didn't
have to hear what else they were saying! I'm scarred for life!"
Her blush got deeper.
"What did she say?" I
finally chocked out. She seemed to gain her confidence back as she gripped me
softly again. I gasped lightly as she replied.
"She said you'd be a lot bigger
than the average guy. She wasn't exaggerating was she?" Her voice had
taken on a deeper tone, her eyes heavy lidded as she gently began to stroke me.
I struggled to speak, but only managed to moan out her name. She giggled and
leaned over to kiss me.
I can't describe how incredible it
felt. Her hands were so warm and soft, caressing me tenderly. Absently, my hand
reached out to touch her as well, but was met with thin fabric. Opening my
eyes, I realized she was still "clothed". Her eyes met mine as she
noticed what I was looking at. This time, I smirked.
"That's not fair at all
Kagome." Her face paled some.
"I'm a girl...It's different
for us."
She tried to distract me by running
her thumb over the tip of my manhood. It almost worked, as I closed my eyes in
bliss. But I was not about to be deterred. Instead, I slid my hand under her
panties and cupped her fully. She gasped.
"Cheater."
Her voice was breathless, but
strong, and sent shivers through my body.
We explored each other hesitantly,
learning together, teaching each other. I could feel myself getting harder
under her ministrations, and she in turn became more wet. Finally, she let me
slip her panties off her hips and down her legs. I tossed them to the side and
pulled her hand away from me. She pouted in her displeasure, but I kissed her
softly to shush her. I wanted to see her. I sat up, kneeling before her, as she
curled up into a ball, nervously.
"Whatcha doing?"
"Looking at you." She
crossed her legs together as her eyes went wide.
"Oh..."
"Please?" I asked, making
sure to give her my best puppy dog eyes. She nodded and slowly but surely, she
unfolded her legs and stretched out her body, free for my gaze.
And gaze I did. She was....perfect.
Absolutely fucking perfect! I'd never seen such a beautiful sight in my entire
life.
I noticed her squirming under my
intense gaze, and she moved to hide herself once again.
"No...don't. Kagome, you're so
beautiful...so...Gods..." She blushed and I found myself drawn to
her lips.
I climbed over to her, hovering over
her face for the longest time. As I ever so softly brushed my lips against
hers, my hands roaming over her completely nude body. I traced her curves again
and again, going a little lower each time. I lightly massaged her thighs, then,
taking a deep breath, moved my hand to the juncture of her legs.
I slid a finger between the slick
folds of her womanhood and she gasped again. A warm rush of confidence over
came me and I slid my body down hers, leaving a trail of kisses on the way.
Going down on her was something I'd
always wanted to do. To taste her so fully, and have her screaming my name in
pleasure. I wasn't too sure what to do to get such a reaction, but I decided to
rely on my instincts. After all, practice makes perfect, doesn't it?
I could smell a sweet, musky scent
coming form between her legs as I reached it. I glanced up at her face, which
was the perfect picture of anticipation, and grinned smugly. I kept my eyes
locked on hers and ran my tongue over her core. She jerked, her hips bucking up
towards my face, a harsh gasp escaping her lips. I took her hips in my hands to
hold her down, and did it again.
This time, my tongue was met with
wetness, and I almost groaned at the taste of it. It was like nothing I'd ever
tasted before, sweet and elusive, but utterly Kagome. I ran my tongue deeper,
lower, seeking more, and was rewarded by her sharp moans and jerks.
I explored her, hesitantly at first,
then as she voiced her pleasures, I intensified my ministrations. I used my
thumb to find the center of pleasure women talked about so much. I touched a
nub of soft flesh and Kagome yelped in surprise. I smirked 'wasn't that hard
to find'
I focused my actions there, one hand
pulling her folds back for better access, the other probing at her slick
entrance beneath it. I licked and sucked lightly, hoping I was doing a good
job.
I got my answer when I slid my
finger inside of her and she yelled my name aloud.
"Inuyasha!"
I moved my tongue a little faster
and began to pump my finger in and out of her in mock sex. She bucked wildly,
her moans ringing pleasantly in my ears. Her hands once again fisted in my
hair.
I added a second finger and she
seemed to just lose control. I started to get the hang of it, my hand and mouth
working in synch.
She got quiet for a second and I
felt her begin to tremble beneath me. Then suddenly, a strong shiver ran
through her body and she practically screamed my name. I felt the warm walls
around my fingers begin to contract and a gush of warm liquid followed. I
leaned up to look at her face, my hand now motionless as I watched her face.
I was in shock at what had just
happened.
I had brought her to orgasm. I made
Kagome cum.
I smiled as she opened her eyes,
glazed with passion and looked at me. She smiled dreamily.
"Inuyasha....that was....Oh
Gods...."
I could still feel the fading
contractions around my fingers, and I slowly withdrew them. Then as she watched
me, I licked my hand clean.
I felt her shiver again below me.
"You look so sexy doing
that." She whispered. " You're soo...good at that..."
"You taste so good...I've
wanted to do that forever." I responded as I crawled back up her body.
"Really?" I kissed her,
wondering if she could taste herself on my lips.
"Yeah."
"Can...can I try something
too?" She muttered against my lips as her body arched up. I pulled back.
"Depends." I teased
obnoxiously.
"Don't be a brat. I wanna be in
charge too." I suddenly and very unexpectedly found myself lying on my
back, Kagome now on top of me.
"You're stronger than I
anticipated." I said. She just smiled and sat up on my stomach.
"Yep. I told you a long time
ago, I could take you on. You laughed at me, didn't you?"
I was having trouble responding due
to the fact that her breasts swayed in front of my face with each move, and I
could distinctly feel the wetness from where she straddled my stomach. Her
expression softened as she caressed my cheek lightly.
"I'm not nervous anymore. I'm
just happy. I love you so much."
I leaned into her touch as she
spoke, a feeling of absolute joy running through my body at her words.
Before I could answer, she had
leaned over again and was kissing me. Then she began to trail her lips down my
face and neck, and to my chest. Her hands came up to playfully flick against my
nipples, and I had to moan. She continued her downward path, her breasts
brushing against my skin as she did so. I finally realized where she was going.
I gasped aloud when she gripped my
arousal gently in her hand, stroking me. But I wasn't fully prepared for the
feeling of her tongue swirling over the tip, slow and languid. My hips
instinctively bucked upwards and she slapped my thigh. I looked down at what
was perhaps the most erotic thing I'd ever seen in my life: Kagome, with her
mouth only inches away from my aching flesh, her eyes playful and mischievous,
waving her finger back and forth.
"Don't move. I'm not that
strong to hold ya down."
"Ka-" I was cut short as
she took me into her mouth, and I was immersed in a world of warmth and
wetness. I felt her tongue gliding lightly over the sensitive flesh and I began
to tremble. I started to say her name over and over again, whispering it at
first, then louder as my hands fisted in her ebony locks. I watched as she slid
her lips up and down my manhood, and too soon, I felt the warmth pooling in the
pit of my stomach, and I knew I would not last much longer. Making sure to be
gentle, I lifted her head away from me. She protested.
"Hey, I was just getting used
to it."
"I know but...if I let you keep
doing that, this is gonna be over really soon."
"Oh, so I did good, huh?" She
smirked wiping her lips. I had to chuckle as she sat back on her heels.
"Yeah...you almost did too
good..."
I extended my hand to her and for a
moment, she just looked at it. I could tell that despite her brave words, she
was indeed nervous. Finally she took my hand, smiling. I pulled her to lay back
down on the bed and gently laid my body on top of hers.
Bringing my lips to hers, I pressed
myself against her heat, and she spread her thighs apart, situating them to
each side of me. As I pulled away, I could feel my body begin to tremble again,
only this time in anticipation.
"I...I'm gonna bleed
some." She said, her voice shaky, her eyes glimmering. I brushed her bangs
out of her eyes and spoke reassuringly.
"Kagome, if you're not ready,
then we don't have to do this."
"I am ready. I want this. I've
wanted this for a long time." She arched her lower body off the bed,
pressing her hips into mine, drawing a light gasp form my lips. While I was
reveling in that feeling, she was putting my discarded towel beneath her.
"Now...I'm ready now." She
said softly.
"You don't mind that...we're
not being very safe?" She shook her head.
Gazing at her, it took me a moment
to realize something was missing. Glancing to the nightstand on my left, I saw
just what I was looking for. I leaned over and picked it up as she watched me
curiously.
"Kagome, before we go any
further...I want to give this to you one more time. You know what this will
mean to me if you accept it. I love you no matter what you choose."
I took one of her hands in mine, and
pressed the Shikon no Tama into her palm. She smiled and took a moment to look
at it. Then, she put it back in my hand.
My heart fell when she did that. Nodding
solemnly, I began to pull away.
"I understand." I said
quietly, trying to avoid looking at her face.
Her unnaturally strong grip stopped
any further movement. Gentle eyes met mine and she grinned wide and
mischievously.
"Don't be silly, Inuyasha. I
just wanted you to put it on me again...like you did before."
Mentally berating myself for my own
foolishness, I chuckled. She lifted her head and I once more placed the Jewel
around her neck. She fingered the bauble lovingly...it looked so right on her. Now,
Kagome Higurashi was truly mine. She had accepted the only real thing I could
give her besides myself, and this time, she had not turned me away.
"I love you Inuyasha. I swear
I'll never take this off again."
Suddenly, her hand slipped between
our bodies and she gripped my manhood once more. I let out yet another
surprised gasp, and she positioned me at her slick entrance. Opening my eyes
once more, I gazed at her.
"I love you Kagome. I always
will."
She nodded and ever so slowly, I
began to push my hips forward. I entered her inch by inch, reveling in the way
her inner muscles clamped my sensitive flesh so tightly. I watched her face for
any signs of discomfort. I hoped this wouldn't hurt her too much.
A moment before I was completely
seated inside her, she grimaced. I stopped immediately and asked if she was
alright.
"Just hurts a little bit. You're
a big boy you know." She teased.
"You're a small fry, so don't
try and blame me." She laughed genuinely, lightly, but I could tell she
was trying her best to mask her pain.
"Please...Inuyasha..." She
whispered. I bit my lips as I prepared to enter her completely, taking her
virginity as I gave her mine.
With one quick thrust of my hips, it
was done. She squeaked, pressing her lips together to keep her cry of pain
inside, as her brow furrowed. I placed butterfly kisses over her face,
whispering to her comfortingly.
"I'm sorry...I'm sorry....it'll
go away soon....it won't hurt for long....shhhhh...I love you....I love
you....."
She nodded, opening her eyes again. They
were brimming with tears, threatening to spill at any moment. Gently, I started
to withdraw from her tight passage, almost completely out of her, before I
pushed back in. Inside, my brain was going haywire, completely taken over by
the feeling of being inside her. But I held onto my control, not wanting to
cause her any more discomfort than necessary.
I felt a small trickle of warm
liquid as I withdrew again. I stopped moving, instinctively concerned about the
fact that she was bleeding. But her hands were suddenly on my backside, pulling
me forward as she whispered.
"Don't stop. It's not so bad
now..."
I complied, still being careful not
to be too forceful, or go too fast just yet. As I continued to move inside her,
I brought my lips back to hers, trying to distract her from the pain. As she
ran her hands up and down my back, I traced her curves, one arm keeping my full
weight off of her. Boldly, I slid my free hand between our now joined bodies,
and searched for that little jewel of pleasure. Slowly at first, I began to rub
the sensitive flesh, then a little faster as she moaned against my lips in
approval.
I felt her inner muscles begin to
loosen a little, relaxing slowly but surely. I began to put a little more
strength behind my thrusts, each time a shiver of pleasure running through me. I
did my best to concentrate on the woman below me, wanting nothing more than to
bring her to yet another climax.
She wrapped her long legs around my
waist, and the angle gave me even deeper access inside her. I broke away from
her lips as I began to pant lightly. She pulled my body down onto hers, her
mouth returning to the sensitive spot on my neck. I removed my other hand from
between us to give myself better leverage as I began to speed up.
"It...doesn't hurt any
more....It....oh...it feels....really good....." She
whispered breathlessly.
I couldn't even respond, I was so
overtaken by the sensations running through my body.
She continued to torture my neck,
licking and nipping my skin, driving me to the very edge of my control. It was
almost like she knew I was concerned about hurting her.
A few minutes later, she started to
meet my thrusts, and as I gasped out her name, she pulled back to watch my
face. Her cheeks were flushed, eyes darker than I'd ever seen.
"Don't...don't hold back
Inuyasha,.... please....I won't break...."
I lost all control of my body just
then. I just pounded into her small body recklessly as she called my name aloud
over and over. With each quick, hard thrust, the warm feeling in the pit of my
stomach got stronger and stronger. I wanted so badly just to let go and spill
myself inside of her, but wanted even more for Kagome to go first.
My efforts were rewarded not a
moment later when her mewls got louder in volume and her body began to tremble
beneath me. I watched her face intently as she squeezed her eyes shut tightly,
biting her bottom lip to keep from crying out. I leaned down and began to suck
on that lip, wanting to hear her calling my name once more.
Her eyes sprung open in surprise as
she did just that. I let go of her swollen lip and whispered to her.
"That's a good girl...cum for
me..." I was just as shocked by my own words as she was, but it didn't
seem to matter. She gasped aloud
just then and once more a strong shiver ran through her entire body. My name
echoed off the walls as she cried out sharply, her nails digging into my back. I
felt the tight contractions around me and almost immediately succumbed to my
own climax.
As I spilled myself inside of her, I
buried my head in the crook of her neck, and moaned so loud, I was sure the old
woman below me heard it. As her soft inner walls continued to caress my hypersensitive
flesh, my hips jerked forward involuntarily a few more times. We both struggled
to catch our breath. I mumbled her name repeatedly, doing my best not to
collapse, or lay my full weight on her.
After I had regained some of my
strength, I lifted my head and gazed at her. She was staring wide eyed up at
the ceiling, a huge adorable grin plastered on her face. Eventually, her eyes
met mine and she only smiled even wider.
"Wow."
I nodded in silent agreement as I
pressed a small kiss to her forehead.
"Wow." I said, returning
to her eyes. Softly, she whispered
"I love you."
"I love you." I nuzzled
against her cheek.
"I'm a pretty lady."
"I'm...hey...." She
giggled, and I did my best to glare at her.
"I just wanted to see if you'd
say it."
"Brat."
"I'm your brat
now." She said, placing a soft peck on the tip of my nose.
"Lucky me." I replied,
rolling my eyes playfully.
"Uh-huh. .." She sighed
contentedly and closed her eyes. "Oh Gods.....wow."
"Are you okay?"
"huh?"
"You don't hurt? Was I too
rough?"
"Don't be silly. Of course you
weren't. As for me, I know I'm gonna be sore in the morning."
"I'm sorry." She shook her
head lightly.
"Don't be sorry either. Comes
with the territory. Trust me, it was well worth it." I looked at her
flatly again.
"That's comforting to hear. Glad
I was worth your time."
"Don't be a smart ass." She
added emphasis by actually slapping mine.
"Really not into the spanking
thing." She did it again.
"You'll learn."
I chuckled as she began to tousle my
bangs. She leaned up to kiss me, tenderly and lovingly. When I pulled away, she
looked a bit nervous.
"What's wrong?"
"Worried about the mess I
made." I smiled reassuringly, stroking her hair.
"Don't. Doesn't bother me at
all."
"Your mom said you had an iron
stomach." I rolled my eyes at that.
"What else did she tell
you about me?"
"That's about it. I guess I'll
have to find out the rest on my own, now won`t I?"
"Well, there's not much else to
know. I can't cook, I'm a slob, and I hate spiders. That's about it
really."
She giggled again and shifted below
me.
"Well, I can cook, I'm a
slob too, and spiders don't scare me." I frowned.
"I didn't say I was scared
of `em. I just said I don't like them."
"It's okay, you don't have to
be macho around me. I'll protect you from the creepy crawlies."
I glared as she laughed at my
expense once more. I lightly slapped her thigh.
"If anyone needs a spanking,
it's you."
Carefully, I pulled out of her body
and lifted myself up. Looking down, I saw a small bloodstain on the towel below
us, but nothing else.
"Is it bad?" I nodded,
keeping a straight face.
"We may need to get you to a
hospital. I think I see more than three whole drops."
"Shut up, you dumb fuck." She
pouted, blushing slightly. This time I laughed.
"While I really like your pet
names for me, try not to call me that in front of my mother, okay?"
She rolled her eyes, and sat up.
I was a more than a little surprised
at how comfortable I felt around her. We just lost our virginities after being
apart for a whole fucking year, and yet here we were, quipping at each other
back and forth. Just like our mornings at the bus stop so long ago. Almost like
nothing had changed. I couldn't be happier about it...
"Is it alright if I take a
shower? I feel gross." She moved to the side of the bed. I stood up, giving
a little stretch.
"Only if you let me in with
you."
"Huh? What for?"
"I've just always wanted
to." I leaned forward and placed a chaste kiss on her lips.
"Hentai."
"I won't argue." Without
warning, I picked her up and began to walk towards my bathroom.
"Do you always walk around in
the nude?"
"It's my apartment, I
pay the rent, and I'll do what I want. By the way, you're
forbidden from wearing clothes when
we're alone here." Glaring at me, she asked in an amused tone. I stepped
into the bathroom and set her down.
"What happened to the shy
little boy I used to see in the mornings?"
"You did. It's your
fault really. If you weren't so damn beautiful, I wouldn't have such dirty
thoughts about you." I pulled her body close flush against mine and kissed
her passionately. She reacted immediately, wrapping her arms around my neck. After
a few minutes, I finally managed to tear myself away from her lips.
"I thought you wanted to take a
shower?"
"I'll get around to it." She
murmured, nuzzling against my chest. As I laid my head on hers, I glanced at
the mirror. It was a sight that for so long, I'd thought I would never see. Not
just the fact that we were stark naked...No...just that I was holding her, the
fact that she was here, she was home...
She was back with me, and I would
never let her go again...
All in all I'm
Loving every rise and fall
The sun will make and I will take
Breath to be sure of this
In the end
All will be forgiven when
Surrender rises high and I
Gave what I came to give
Say it now because you never know
Tbc…
Wow...that was kinda long huh?
I got carried away. I always get
super nervous when posting lemons. I alway wonder if I put enough detail or if
I made it go too fast. But I mean, this site is full of lemons. It's kinda hard
to make it unique. Hope this was entertaining!
As for what happens now....Well more
lemons to be blunt.
But first, there's some things that
need to be cleared up between them. It's super cute, so don't be scared!
Read on!