YAH!! Thanks so much to all who
reviewed so far!
I was kinda worried if Kouga was
believable, but I see you all seem to like him the way I portrayed him, so I
feel much better about it. You guys are great and thanks for the support!
So to reward you, here's a couple
more chapters for your reading pleasure.
This is where Inu starts to become
more of my own character, and if you don't like it, I apologize. I just wanted
a new angle to him, to show our dog boy as a bit more...vulnerable...maybe
that's not the right word, but i think you'll know what I'm rambling about. I
hope you're getting along with Faye. I usually do my best not to introduce OC
characters, but I needed a strong female presence to balance out Shiori. Well,
enough about that, here's the next chapter.
And yes, Kaede is the old Japanese
woman I mention. You'll see more of her later.
And yes...I do love good coffee.
Ja ne!
~Sabichan~
I don't own Inu and Co.
'in italics' : character's thoughts
"in quoutations" :
character speaking.
**I POV**
I fought the urge to pace back and
forth again as I waited at the bus stop. I had come a few minutes early hoping
to be able to talk to Kagome a little longer this time. But the stupid girl was
no where to be seen. It was bad enough that I had accidentally lent one of my
father's favorite possessions to a complete stranger-now I wasn't sure if she
was actually coming back or if I would ever see her again. It was even worse
that I couldn't decide which part bothered me the most.
"Stupid Girl....Stupid late
smart mouthed little wench." I mumbled. I heard a low chuckle from behind
me and I turned to see the same old woman from the day before watching me in
amusement.
"What you old witch? You find
something funny?"
She merely chuckled again, shaking
her head, and looked away. I kicked at a piece of trash on the ground and
turned my back to her.
`Why the hell am I so
nervous?' I wondered briefly.
This was weird. I didn't like this
uncertain feeling that clouded my thoughts. I kept fidgeting and I found myself
starting to pace again.
`This is all Sango's fault. And
Miroku's -Hell it's that whole damn family's fault. Putting all this pressure
on me.'
The entire day at the restaurant had
been hell. Miroku had been listening to everything I'd told Sango, including
about how attractive Kagome was. That had sparked a huge uproar with the rest
of the Houshi's, and they kept encouraging me to ask her out. Every chance they
got, each one of them tried to give me a few words of advice.
Faye had told me to bring flowers to
the stop the next morning. Miroku had told me to just grab her ass and see how
she took it. Mushin's advice had been similar, just involved grabbing a
different part of her body.
Even Sango's advice had seemed
ludicrous-'write her a letter and give it to her, then hop on the bus to make a
clean getaway?' What the hell would I write in the first place, and
second....well what the hell would I say? `Hi, I'm Inuyasha, that smart ass
jerk you met at the bus stop. Do you think I'm an asshole? If not, would you
consider going out with me? Please check box below....Yes, No, or Get a fucking
life?'
Surprisingly enough, the only advice
I had actually considered taking was Shippo's.
`Bring her a cup of coffee in the
morning.'
I had to admit, that kid had a
pretty good idea there. Still, I wanted to be sure she even had any interest in
me before I had to make any kind of effort or waste the ninety-eight cents-
"I am one cheap, lazy
bastard" I muttered under my breath.
"You're also talking to
yourself."
I whipped around and was met with a
very welcome sight. Hiding the relief I felt inside, I put on an indifferent
look.
"Well look who finally showed
up. I thought you were lying to me yesterday."
"I was lying." She said
smiling brightly.
"Huh?"
"Yeah the part where I said it
was nice to meet ya? That was a lie."
"Now you're just trying to hurt
me...I don't appreciate that." I replied smirking. I was really just
trying to hide a smile. I took a moment to look her over now that it wasn't raining
and she wasn't soaked to the bone. As if it were at all possible, she was even
more beautiful. Her hair still gave off that bluish glow in the sunlight, and
her warm chocolate brown eyes were lit with amusement. I'd never seen anyone
look so...alive.
"Oh, poor baby...Well maybe
this will cheer you up." She suddenly produced a styrofoam cup in her left
hand.
"What's that?" I asked,
eying it suspiciously.
"Coffee. You seemed so cranky
yesterday morning, I thought you could use a good waking up."
I stared at her dumbly. `I have
to start listening to the brat more often....'
I took it with a slight smile which
she returned.
"Thanks."
"Well it's my thanks. You
really saved my ass yesterday by lending me your umbrella. By the way..."
She turned around and fumbled
through the huge backpack that she had set down on the bench. I noticed the old
woman watching us intently out of the corner of her eye. Kagome turned back and
handed me the umbrella. I had to fight the urge to drop to my knees in relief
as I took it back from her.
"I almost forgot it this
morning and had to run a block back home." She said as I took a small sip
of the coffee. My eyes widened in surprise.
"Wow...this is really
good."
"Oh, thanks, I made it." She
said beaming with pride. "You should be flattered that I deemed you worthy
of homemade coffee. I was gonna just get ya one of those ninety eight cent cups
from the gas station."
I chuckled to myself. My lazy cheap
ass had certainly managed to save face for me this time.
"So I guess that explains why
you were late."
"Late? What did you set some
kind of timeline for me?"
I mentally kicked myself. What the
hell was I supposed to say back to that. I didn`t even know why I had thought
she was late in the first place. I tried to stutter out a reply
"No, I just..."
She laughed melodically, cutting me
off
"No you got me. I'm always ten
minutes early for everything. I guess I must really give off that impression if
you already caught on."
`Whew!'
"Yep, I'm pretty observant,
almost psychic you might say." I said, bouncing back.
"Speaking of psychic...my new
flamboyantly gay boss thinks he's psychic. But I mean he's got some scary
talents. He knew it was me before I even opened the door to meet him for the
first time...."
She began chatting away about her
first day of school and work. And I mean, it's not that I wasn't paying
attention to what she was saying. No, I was hanging on every word.
I was just so amazed at how at ease
she was with me. She spoke as though we had known each other for years, not
just the measly ten minutes we had spent together yesterday.
I was also amazed at how my
nervousness had vanished. I just watched her ramble on about boring professors
and how easy her new job was.
"Then I made another little bus
stop friend last night. His name is Johnny and he's in love with my hair."
"Well I wish you two a happy
life together." I said as I picked up a lock of her hair and pretended to
shake hands with it. She laughed and slapped my hand away. Then she glanced at
my own hair with a curious look. I waited for her imminent question.
"Speaking of hair..."
"Yes it is natural." I
answered before she could even ask. I got that a <i>lot</i>...
She glared at me playfully for a
moment. Then sighed and shook her head as she took the cup of coffee from my
hand.
"Why is every one but me graced
with such foresight..." She took a long sip before handing it back to me. I
watched her thoughtfully, again blown away at the level of comfort she
obviously already felt with me.
"You just weren't born under
the right star."
"So how does one go about
having silver hair at your age? Or are you just very well aged? Wait, how old
are you anyway?" She then picked up my a few strands of my own hair and
examined them closely as I spoke.
"21. And it just runs in my
family. My older brother, my dad, grandfather, so on. Just a weird family
trait. Only the men though."
"Oh...Well I kinda like it. Makes
you looked distinguished."
I stuck my nose in the air and
raised my pinky as I took a dainty sip from the coffee cup.
"Distinguished is my middle
name." I said looking back at her and winking.
She giggled at me and hit my arm
playfully.
I glanced at my watch. Two minutes
left before the bus came.
"So you didn't tell me how old
you are." I asked, anxious to find out more before we had to part ways
again.
"Nineteen... I'll be twenty in
about three months. That should give you plenty of time to find me a birthday
present."
"When did we become such good
friends? And what makes you think you actually deserve one?"
"Oh but I do! I've been such a
good girl, I really have!" She said in a high pitched valley girl voice,
as she twirled a strand of her hair between her fingers. She had totally
ignored my first question.
"You seem too eager...I think
you're lying to me again." I said narrowing my eyes at her.
"I'll bring you coffee everyday
I know I`ll see ya. Deal?"
"Depends? Will you be here
tomorrow?" I asked crossing my fingers. It was a long shot, so needless to
say I was shocked when she nodded her head.
"Yep. Same time."
"And the day after?" I
noticed how my voice almost cracked.
"Same time."
"I'm beginning to see a trend
here..." I muttered disbelievingly. She snapped her fingers.
"And right you are. I'll be
here everyday at nine, Monday through Friday for the whole semester. I like
having a routine, so I planned my class schedule this way."
I stared dumbly at her for the
millionth time. But this time it wasn't because one of her quips had backed me
into a corner. No, this time I was just more than a little freaked out.
You see, somehow, through some odd
twist of time and space and probability, her schedule coincided with the exact
same one I'd been living for the past five years.
"Hello?! Are you still in
there?!" She asked tapping on my head, snapping me back to reality
"Huh?"
"You just zoned out on me
there. I asked you, `what about you?'. Your brilliant reply, and I quote,
was:"
She let her mouth drop open made a
dumb face. I laughed , realizing how I must have looked. "Yes I think
that's a fair impression." She said finally grinning.
"Yet another talent, very
nice...Well, to answer your question and seal our deal," I quickly took
her hand and shook it, "I'll be expecting a fresh cup of coffee every
weekday morning for the next three months."
I gulped down the remainder of the
coffee and tossed the cup into the nearby trashcan. When I turned back to here,
she was giving me a dumb look of her own.
"Oh. wow isn't that a weird
coincidence." She muttered softly.
"Yes a strange, but delicious
one." I said rubbing my stomach and grinning as obnoxiously as I could. She
moaned aloud, and rolled her eyes.
"Great, now I'm stuck with you
every morning. I guess I really wasn't born under the right star."
"Oh it won't be so bad. It's
not like you're not getting anything out of it. You get to spend some quality
time with me-"
"And your ego...."
"Yes, him too, and then in
three months, I'll bring you a cracked old vase from the thrift store over
there for your present. And if you're really good, I'll stick a dead flower in
it."
She glared at me but I could see the
laughter behind her eyes. Then they widened in surprise.
"Wait, did you say thrift
store?! Where?!"
She began to look around wildly,
trying to find it.
"It's right there," I said
and pointed across the street.
A look of pure happiness came over
her face.
"I love Thrift stores, you
don't even understand how much!"
"And I thought I was
cheap..."
"I'm not cheap, I just love old
things! They have so much background to them, like their own secret
lives."
I looked at her for a moment. Then
it hit me.
"You're a history major aren't
you?"
She gave me that surprised look
again.
"Yeah...How'd you know
that?"
"My brother....you sound just
like him. He was one." I couldn't hide the nostalgic tone in my voice.
"Where is he -"
"Bus is here." I
interrupted her before she could finish her question.
After she followed my gaze to the
street and the approaching bus, she, stepped over to shoulder the huge yellow
bag. Groaning under it's weight, she turned back to me.
"Well I guess I'll see ya
tomorrow Inuyasha." She said smiling brightly
"Bye. Don't be late, or our
deal is off."
Still smiling, she flipped me off as
she stepped on the bus. I returned it as I walked to my bus that was pulling in
behind hers.
**At the Fukai Mori**
"I'll tell ya, but only if you
make me a promise first."
"Of course, Inu! Anything!"
Her extra sweet smile was making me nervous. But I knew she was just being
playful. Nevertheless, I needed her to seriously agree to what I was about to
ask of her.
"You have to swear to me Faye,
that you will not breathe a word of this to my mother. I mean not a single
word! And you have to make sure no one else does either. I'm gonna talk to them
later, but you first."
She blinked, looking a little
confused. I glanced away, a bit bashful, then asked again
"Please, Faye, I don't ask you
for much. I just want you to promise this one thing."
Her expression softened and she took
my hand in hers.
"Inuyasha Shingetsu I promise
upon pain of death that I will not tell you mother about your girlfriend."
"She's not my girlfriend!"
I countered, my face feeling a bit flushed. She giggled for a second then
replied.
"Fine, I swear I won't tell her
about Kagome period."
"Thank you Faye." I felt a
wave of relief wash over me. I prayed to the Gods she wouldn't ask me why. But
Faye had a way of understanding things, and it seemed that her curiosity to
find out what happened this morning was greater than my reasoning.
"So?!" She clasped her
hands together excitedly.
"Yeah, she was there, just like
she said."
"What'd she say, what'd you
talk about? Did you bring her flowers like I told you to?"
"Hey, calm down! No, I
didn't."
"Inu! I told you to, she would
have liked them!"
"Can I finish?" She nodded
and I continued. "Actually she brought me something. A cup of coffee. Really,
really good coffee...Um...and then we just kinda talked. She's nineteen, twenty
in a few months. And...well it turns out....she's gonna be at the stop every
morning at the...same time."
I saw her eyes widen and I knew she
was just as shocked as I had been.
"Yeah, some fucking luck,
huh?"
"So...do you like her?" I
turned red again at her sudden question. I turned away and shrugged. "You
just answered my question you know." I shrugged again. She cupped my cheek
and led my eyes back to meet hers.
"I was only asking Inu. I won't
keep badgering you about it, I know you feel a little awkward about this as it
is. Just...don't be afraid to ask for some advice from time to time, from any
of us. We just want to see you happy."
I wanted nothing more than to sink
into the ground just then. Sure, she meant well, but I knew the Houshi's too
well to ask for any help. It would be my undoing. I quickly changed the
subject, trying to tamp down the uncomfortable feelings going through me.
"I got this back, too."
I set the umbrella down on the
counter. I could tell Faye was trying hard not to push at me, and just went
with it.
"Oh, well that's good. Shiori
would be very unhappy if she found out you lost Shoji's umbrella."
"My mother is always unhappy
Faye. you know that."
I began to turn away before she
could reply. But, as always, she caught me.
"Inuyasha, do not disrespect
your mother! She's had a-"
"A hard time dealing with my
father's `disappearance'. Yeah I know Faye, I live with it every damn day and
every night. It's been eleven years! Why can't she just accept it?"
I had blown up this time. Every time
I mentioned my mother's depression, Faye would come back with the same line. I
was just so sick of hearing it. She looked at me thoughtfully for a moment,
then turned her attention back to the menu she was re-writing.
"I know you've had it hard too,
Inu. You act Mushin's age more often than he does. It hurt us to watch you grow
up so fast, especially after Sesshomaru left. But you know what hurt the most,
Inu?"
"What?" asked sighing, not
really wanting to hear her reply.
She met my gaze with a look I'd
never seen before.
"Having to watch you grow up
without knowing what it`s like to love someone the way your mother loved your
father. I'm certain you would better understand why it's so hard for her live
without him. Everything she ever believed in was broken the day he vanished. You've
never really loved someone Inuyasha. You don't know what it's like having that
ripped away from you without any explanation, without any closure. It's an open
wound that will never heal. I don't think your mother will ever get over it. And
unfortunately, you've had to pay the price too."
She walked over to me and pulled me
into a motherly embrace.
"You're so cold, Inuyasha and
the worst part is you won't let anyone warm you up, not even me." she
pulled back to look at my face and smoothed my hair.
"You know in the beginning, I
hired Sango hoping that you two would fall for each other. Of course that
backfired when my own son took to her. I guess I should have seen that coming. Inu....I
hope you can understand why all of us were so surprised to hear about your new
friend. You're a part of our family, and your love life-"
"lack of." I interjected.
"-your love life is a family
matter. We only want you to be happy and to find someone to love, someone to
spend your life with. You know, I don't want you to work for me forever."
I stood there for moment in complete
shock. Her words had hit me hard. I had never given much thought to my own
future. It had seemed like this would be my life- living with Mom and working
for Faye. I had never thought of getting married or even going to college or
even living on my own. I never thought about how my life would be if I actually
met someone.
That whole day I spent in a daze. I
couldn't stop thinking about what I had let myself become-I was no better than
my mother. I had given up on life, too. `I'm 21 years old and I haven't
lived a single day in my life for me.'
As I finished my shift at the
restaurant, and made my way the six blocks to my second job at the Shikon
Building, I barely noticed where I was going. It was a miracle I didn't get hit
by a car or something. But even as I walked in the door, and wondered how I had
even gotten there, it only proved yet another point to me. I was so engrossed
in my routine of life, that I could've found my way to work with my eyes
closed.
I actually wanted to cry.
The last time I had cried was when
Sess had left. That was eight years ago.
I struggled to break out of my haze
when I reached the second floor of the building. I walked to the back of the
mailroom and punched in. Tying my hair back, I stepped onto the floor and took
my place at the scanner.
This was another sad part of my
life. Everyday after my shift with Faye, I would walk straight here to Naraku's
largest office building. Then I'd waste another six hours of my life scanning
random envelopes and sending them to the appropriate mail chute. What was in
the envelopes-I have no idea. I just knew what to do with them and where they
were supposed to go. I sighed and picked up an envelope. Easy or not, I did
have a quota to meet before my shift was over.
Probably the worst part of the job
was that I would go hours without hearing or seeing another living soul. It
usually gave me time to think about things like what my father must have been
like, or what Sess was doing, or even what lame line Miroku was feeding Sango
or any female customer that happened to come through the door.
Today I was practically begging the
Gods for some kind of distraction.
I waited two hours for any kind of
response. Nothing but the sound of rustling paper and the beeping of the
scanner. I began to actually look at the names on the envelopes, finally
curious about what I was handling. They all looked like residential homes
addresses and I saw no business names.
That's when I started thinking about
Kagome. I can't describe the feeling that came over me when I finally began to
think about this morning. It wasn't relief. No, it was something much stronger
than that.
I kind of felt...giddy. Like a
little kid.
She had looked so beautiful this
morning. The way she had talked on and on about seemingly random things, the
way she just opened up to me.
I began to wonder what her last name
was. Where she lived. What her family was like. What her favorite color was. Where
had she learned to make such good coffee?
My curiosity continued to plague me
even on my way home, and late into the night.
Tbc…
ok, ok, crappy way to end a chapter,
but did you really want a cliffy? Did you?
Oh....you did....well....i guess
that changes everything doesn't it?
Anywho, hope you're beginning to
understand Inu's way of thinking in this fic. Think of it like this: he's been
asleep for eleven years, and Kagome comes and dumps a bucket of cold water over
his head.
She's waking him up. And
inadvertantly, she's changing his life for the better.
hope you liked.