Okay so I lied in
the last author's note....I just confused myself.
Man you guys are
gonna love this!!
Here we go, the
precursor to my big fat twist.
You know, it's
proabably not all that bad, but to me it is. I had a lot of ideas to throw in
here, but this one turned out to be the very best, and really gave the story a
whole new side to it.
Also, the first
part of this chapter will explain the whole deal with the Shikon no Tama, and I
hope you like what I've done with it. I really wanted it to have a special
meaning, because in all honesty, it's the one thing that brought Inu and Kag
together in the first place (In the actual anime/manga I mean)
*vibrates with
excitement*
I've had a few
people request that I send them e-mails to let them know when I update this
story, and I honestly wouldn't mind doing so. So if you want it too, just let
me know, it's really not a problem. Makes me feel special.
*head doubles in
size*
**Still vibrating
with excitement**
So here we go!
Ja ne!
~Sabichan~
I stopped an old
man along the way
Hoping to find
some
Long forgotten
words or ancient melodies
He turned to me
as if to say...
..."Hurry
boy, she's waiting there for you"
**K POV**
We pulled up in
front of the Fukai Mori, and I turned to look at Sango questioningly.
"Who's here
that I have to talk to?"
"You'll
see...Jeez `Gome, you've sure got a lead foot on ya."
"Yeah well
you drive like an old woman. All hunched up around the steering wheel, squinty
and slow." I teased as I imitated her.
"Stop being
such a bitch and get out of the fucking car. Before I pull your ass out."
"Such
profanity. You're a bad influence." I unbuckled my seatbelt as she rolled
her eyes at me.
"Whatever,
don't act like you're a curse virgin. If anything, you're the bad influence. Making
me ditch work and all."
"Hey we had
fun didn't we?"
I thought back to
the day I'd asked Sango to call into work to spend the day together. It had
been great, yet still failed to compare to the day Inuyasha and I had. Nothing
could compare to that.
Sigh.
We walked into
the restaurant, and the knot in my stomach grew tighter. She was so adamant
about me talking to whoever she'd brought me to see.
Faye stood at the
podium, mulling over an inventory form. She glanced up and smiled when she saw
me. She walked over and gave me a warm, motherly hug.
"Kagome!
Good to see you, you look well."
"You too
Faye."
Sango walked away
to the break room as I chatted with Faye, even though I'd seen her just the
other day. I came by a lot-taking a leave of absence from school and work had
left me with a lot of time to fill. Still it was better than going and facing
all the stares I got from the way I looked. Remnants of bruises still covered
most of my face, and I had a small scar healing on my left temple.
`Don't kid
yourself, girl'
Okay, so I just
didn't want to go anymore. And I wasn't sure if I was going to go back. Somehow,
after all that had happened, school just seemed so...pointless. Like Inuyasha
had said, why bother making all the effort for something that wasn't really
going to improve my life? Who was going to hire me just because I had a
bachelors in History? I wasn't even sure what I wanted to do with my life in
the first place...I needed time to think.
Still I was glad
to get away from the house. My aunt had been staying with us for a week now,
and I could barely stand the woman. I couldn't understand why my mother had
taken her in. Sure they were related and all, but she was so cold and bitchy
all the time. All she did was brag about how good of a miko she used to be when
she was my age, all the while implying that I was worth shit compared to her.
Then again I
wasn't the one who had been divorced three times and flat broke. Not to mention
I wasn't a whore.
"Kagome?"
My train of
thought was broken by an unfamiliar voice calling my name.
I looked up and
met the eyes of Inuyasha's mother standing in the doorway of the break room.
I hadn't seen
much of her all the times I had visited. Mainly because I had made a point not
to. I
was...afraid of
her for some reason.
She smiled and
gestured for me to follow her.
"Please join
me. I think you and I need to talk."
I nodded and
swallowed hard. I walked past her into the small room and sat down. She asked
Faye to bring us some tea, then closed the door behind her before joining me at
the table.
"We may have
gotten off to a bad start. I can't imagine all the things my son has told you
about me." I noted the way she avoided saying his name.
"He really
didn't like to speak about anything like that." I said, staring at my
wringing hands.
"You can be
honest with me Kagome-you and I-we're two of a kind."
I looked up with
her at that.
"What do you
mean?"
"We both
love one person more than should be possible."
Faye bustled in
just then and placed the tea before us, then left without a word. I took a sip,
hoping it would calm my nerves a bit.
"Kagome. I
know you're in love with Inuyasha. I only hope you know he loves you too."
I sat frozen in shock for a few moments, the cup still pressed against my lips.
Finally I snapped out of it.
"I...I can't
see that being true."
"You should
see him. He thinks about you all the time. You've changed him so much, and in
the process, you changed me too."
"I feel like
I've wrecked his life."
"No, you've
become his life. You mean so much to him, more than he realized before all of
this happened. After all, he gave you the Jewel."
My hand went
instinctively to my necklace. I hadn't taken it since he'd put it on me.
"What...Why
is it so important? Inuyasha said there was a story behind it."
"It means
something to our family, Kagome. Much like the shrine you live on, it is a part
of our history. I understand that you are confused about what it means, but
first I should tell you where it came from. A long time ago, there was a miko,
like yourself, and a half demon who fell in love with her."
As soon as the
words fell from her lips, I froze again, mid sip.
"You know
this, don`t you?" I nodded.
"I know this
story, Mrs. Shingetsu. But I've never heard of the Shikon no Tama or anything
like it."
She smiled coyly
and stirred her tea.
"That is
because it is a Shingetsu family secret. Legend says the family is descended
from a long
line of Demons,
and it's said that that's where our men get their unique looks. You know the
story then, so all I'll have to say is this: That half-demon, he was one of our
ancestors, part of the great demon family that ruled the western lands, where
this city is now built."
"So where
does the jewel come in?"
"It is what
that half-demon was going to use to become human. The Shikon no Tama is
mysterious, and rumored to have magical properties. And if one to make a wish
on it, he would be granted his hearts desire. He acquired the Jewel and made
his way back to the Miko that he loved so dearly. You know how the rest turns
out. They both died so tragically and the jewel fell into the hands of the
half-demon's family. They came to realize just how much the jewel had meant to
him, and they started a tradition that has been continued to the present day. A
tradition that you are now a part of, Kagome."
I had been
listening with rapt attention, occasionally sipping my tea. This story was all
new to me. Grandpa, nor any of the other priests or mikos in our family had
ever discovered the way the half-demon was to become human. It had just become
a minor detail to a tragic love story.
"What do you
mean?"
"You should
be asking what the jewel means." She took a sip of her tea, then took a
deep breath.
"He's given
you his soul Kagome. That's what the jewel means to us. This is the way the
Shingetsu men declare their total and undying love to the woman they want to
spend the rest of their lives with. My husband gave me the jewel. Now my son
has given it to you."
I stared at her
blankly for a moment. I didn't know what to say. I was so shocked, and I began
to realize what he had meant that day he'd left my hospital room, crying.
"Maybe
someday it'll help you realize how much you meant to me."
"But...he
hardly knows me. How can he give it to me? How can he be so sure?"
"I often
wondered why Shoji gave it to me when he did. It was his first gift to me, on
our first date. So long ago...I was in your position, just as confused. Later
when I met his mother she explained it to me. She said that the men in our family
can just sense the woman they are meant to be with. And when they do, they
don't give up, ever. And they are never wrong. There has never been a divorce
or separation in the history of the Shingetsu family. When Shoji gave it to me,
and when I learned what it meant...I know just how you feel, Kagome. But they
are never wrong. My son is no exception."
"But...the
jewel...then it's still yours."
"No. I took
it off the day I signed over the company. I hid it away where I would never
come upon it, but could never bring myself to sell it or give it away. I
couldn't take that tradition away from my boys. It was all they had left of
Shoji. No, it's yours now. It hasn't been mine for a long time."
I sat silently
for a while, fingering the pink jewel around my neck, letting it all sink in.
He loved me. He
loved me beyond any shadow of a doubt, and had given me the Shikon jewel to
prove it.
But, much like
the legend, someone had come between us, right when we were on the cusp of
admitting our feelings-and in the end, had succeeded in turning us against each
other.
The miko and the
half-demon. The Shikon no Tama. The jealous man-turned-demon.
Me and Inuyasha. The
Shikon no Tama. Kouga.
History was
repeating itself. It was eerie to say the least.
Suddenly an even
bigger realization came upon me.
Inuyasha loved me!
I gasped aloud
and Shiori let out a small chuckle. I opened my mouth to speak but found no
words with which to do so. She just smiled knowingly and nodded.
"Shingetsu
men are never wrong. My son is no exception."
I rushed forward
and embraced her as I let out a girlish giggle.
"Thank you
Mrs. Shingetsu!"
"Shiori.
Just call me Shiori"
I nodded as I
pulled away. I turned and ran out of the room, only stopping to yell to Sango
that I was leaving. Then I ran out to my car. I half realized that Sango had
left her car at my house, but was in too much of a rush to care.
I sped to my
house, weaving in and out of traffic. I smiled even wider as I passed the bus
stop.
I had to see him.
I had to tell him I felt the same way. Even with the short time we had known
each other, even with all the time we had spent apart-I loved him too.
I'd never felt as
happy as I did then, driving down that road twenty above the speed limit,
trying to get home so I could get ready to go see him.
I had something
to give him too.
Something that
meant just as much to my family as the Shikon jewel meant to his
My father's
prayer beads.
They had belonged
to the same Miko from the legend of the Goshinboku, of the Shikon no Tama.
They were passed
down through the generations from priest to mko. It was said to be the bind of
love between two people, and each priestess would place it on her husband on
their wedding day to bind them together forever.
To give it to
Inuyasha would be like giving him a part of me. Like he had given me a part of
himself.
I pressed the gas
pedal a little more, mentally thanking Naraku for buying me a car with such
wonderful pickup.
`Almost makes
up for me having to take the bus for two years....Almost.'
....Meanwhile.....
**I POV**
I arrived at the
Shrine a few minutes later. My heart was racing and my palms sweaty. I was
nervous and excited and scared all at once.
But I took the
first step up the long staircase that would lead me to woman I loved.
And the moment I
saw her, I was going to tell her just that.
I walked up each
step punctuating each pounding heartbeat. I came to the top and I saw the
Goshinboku in the near distance. Suddenly I felt drawn there-something about
just the sight of the huge tree was calming me.
"Is that you
Inuyasha?"
I turned to see
the old man staring at me in surprise. I stared back in equal shock when I
noticed the cat sleeping on his lap as he sat cross legged on the grass.
"Yeah. Is
Kagome here?" I walked over to him.
"No. She
left with Sango a while ago. But she did say she'd be gone for only a short
time. Not more than an hour...and that was almost an hour ago."
"Is it
alright if I wait here for her?"
He looked at me
for a moment, before looking down at the sleeping cat. He stroked it gently,
then began to speak.
"This cat's
always hated me. Sometimes I think Kagome only kept him to torment me. But
she's always had a strong connection with Buyo. Like the cat could tell what
she was feeling. And he'd comfort her when she was crying, keep her company
when she was lonely, distracted her when she studied too hard. Then he'd annoy
me just to entertain her. But since that night, her birthday, Buyo has been quite...civil
to me. I think it's because he realizes that no matter what he does, he can't
help Kagome this time. Only one person can. So, now I am the target of his
affection. It's annoying really...."
He sighed and
looked me dead in the eye.
"What is
your intention with my granddaughter?"
I stayed silent
for a moment, not sure how to answer him. I chose to be myself and be blunt,
and say the words I'd been wanting to say for so long.
"I'm in love
with her."
I could see him
trying to hide his smile as he lowered his head back to look at the now
stirring cat. It meowed lazily and turned on it's back, batting at the ties on
his robe.
"Good
luck."
I nodded and
started to walk away. I called back to him.
"Please tell
her to come to the Goshinboku. I'll wait there."
"If you see
my other daughter, tell her to come help me sweep the shrine steps."
I barely heard
him, briefly wondering what he meant by other daughter. Did he mean Hitomi had
a sister?
I turned the
corner of the house and saw the God tree. I slowly stepped toward the stone
bench below it, mentally replaying all the events that had taken place that
night. I thought back to what she had said that night, when she had told me
about the legend, the one I'd already known, but didn't admit.
"Can you
imagine what it's witnessed?"
I sat down and
traced my hand over the cold stone next to me nostalgically. I closed my eyes
and imagined her sitting next to me, holding my hand, looking up at the stars
together. Something I wouldn't mind doing for the rest of my life.
This time, I was
going to tell her about the jewel. About what it meant to me, what it meant to
my family. About how it tied into the story of the Goshinboku. How we were
always meant to be.
The shrine was
passed down through her family. She was then a descendant of the tragic miko.
My family was
descended from the half-demon who had fallen in love with her so deeply, he had
searched for the Shikon no Tama to become human for her.
Kagome and I were
the culmination of history. We had always been meant to be. That's why I fell
in love with her so quickly. She'd always been mine. I just had to find her.
Luckily she found
me. Fate had led her straight to me, by way of the bus stop where we had first
met.
A simple twist of
destiny, all of it leading up this very moment were I would declare my love for
her.
I heard shuffling
behind me. Someone was coming. I braced myself, but did not open my eyes. My
heart began to race again, and each moment felt like a life time. The shuffling
stopped.
I waited.
Then a voice I thought
I'd never hear again in my life broke the silence.
"Inuyasha?"
My heart stopped
racing and made a dive straight down into my stomach. I swallowed hard and
opened my eyes. I
gasped aloud when my eyes fell upon the figure standing a few feet away from
me. Brown eyes, brimming with questions and curiosity bore into my own. My
mouth opened and closed a few times before I finally found the ability to speak
her name.
"Kikyo?"
tbc…
DUN DUN
DUUUUUUUUN!!!!!!
oh, Sabichan,
what have you done??!!!
Now if I was as
evil as I wanted to be, I could just leave you all with this until tomorrow...
But, I now how it
feels to be left a such a cliffy. Please read on......