Lets take a look
at things from Shiori's point of view shall we?
Please pay
attention to how much time is passing from here on. Also, Naraku's full name is
Naraku Warui. just so ya know!
Enjoy!
~Sabichan~
**Two weeks
later**
She stared out
the front window of the restaurant, watching the cars go by with mild interest.
It had been so long. So long since she had last stood behind this podium, or
greeted customers with a sincere smile. It had been a long time since she had
smiled altogether.
"Shiori?"
She turned her
deep brown eyes to the voice behind her.
"Yes
Faye?"
"Are you
alright? You're just staring out the window...Is something on your mind?"
"I'm just
realizing how long it's been....since I've done this."
Her best friend smiled
and stepped over to her. She pulled her into a tight embrace and let out a long
sigh.
"I know
honey. I'm so.. I'm so happy to have you back. I've missed you so much Shi. Just
you standing here is a dream come true.
"Faye, I'm
so sorry for what I've done to you all these past eleven years. I-"
"Shhh. We've
already talked about this. Everything is forgiven. As long as you keep your
promise to try, I will always be by your side. Please don't leave me
again."
"I
promise." Shiori whispered.
A whistling coming
from the doorway caused them to break apart.
"Ladies,
please. Don't let me interrupt."
"Mushin!
Stop thinking like that!" Both blushed as they took another step away from
each other.
"Oh, love,
you can't blame a man for appreciating beauty."
"No wonder
my son is the way he is. I should have never left you two alone. Maybe then
he'd be happily engaged to Sango by now."
"MOM!"
All turned their eyes to the red faced boy and girl standing behind them.
They looked at
each other and then quickly looked away. The tension was thick in the air. Then
she laughed.
It started as a
small giggle, then a light chuckle. It bloomed into a light airy laugh that the
Hoshi family had been without for eleven years, and which Sango had never
heard.
It was as
enchanting as it was contagious. Soon even the two mortified teens had joined
in. Customers glanced up from their meals in amusement and curiosity, then
shaking their heads, trying hard to hide the smile from seeing such real
happiness.
No one noticed
the door opening, nor the tall, refined man who stepped inside. Not till the
laughter had died away did he credit any attention.
"Naraku?"
He smiled
genuinely, and walked over the hostess podium, ignoring all the stares from the
others.
"Shiori, my
dear. I trust you are feeling...much like your old self again."
"Yes, I am. I
feel like I haven't laughed for ages."
"It was a
welcome sound to these humble ears. Almost musical."
Behind them,
Mushin was making a multitude of faces, playfully choking on the sweet words of
the man before him. A few coughs were heard from Faye and the two kids as they
fought to hide their laughter. One by one, they made their escape before
bursting into another fit of laughter.
Soon the two
found themselves alone in the lobby of the restaurant.
"Naraku,
what brings you here?"
"You,
Shiori." His gaze was intense, his eyes boring into her own. She felt a
stirring inside of her, a feeling long ago forgotten. He was looking at her
like Shoji used to.
He continued to
speak.
"I was
hoping you had given some thought to our conversation. I was hoping you'd
have an answer
for me."
Her thoughts were
swept back to the night of the ball.
It had been like
a fairytale.
Not that she'd
never been to a ball before. No, before her husband had vanished, she had often
been the one to plan them. Things had been so different back then. She had her
true love, her children, and everything her heart had ever desired. They wanted
for nothing, yet she took great care not to spoil her two boys. She and her
Shoji had agreed upon the fact that they wanted them to have a normal life, to
not feel like they were above anyone else, nor below. So they lived simply and
taught humility and manners. Sesshie had been a gentlemen from the day he was
born, but Inuyasha, he'd been something of a handful. So adventurous, so
curious. But much like his brother, never ever disrespectful. Not like Kouga
had been. Naraku's wife Kagura was an heiress, and lived her entire life as a
princess of sorts. She passed her childish traits onto her son, denying him
nothing, coddling him to no end.
And Naraku? Well
he'd been content to go along with it. It was his only son, and he wanted to
give him the world.
But Naraku
himself? He'd been something of an enigma to her since they had first met. He'd
been polite, a gentlemen, even quite charming, but yet always aloof. Like he
always stopped short of saying what he really wanted to say to her. Her
curiosity had led her into a close friendship with him, though not nearly as
close as the one he and her husband had shared, nor like she and Faye. It was
just...comfortable.
Then the
unthinkable had happened. Both she and Naraku had found themselves alone, their
spouses nowhere to be found. Naraku formed a search of the entire country, doing
his very best to find any trace of Shoji or Kagura, but to no avail. It was
like they had fallen off the face of the earth.
They did their
best to comfort each other, running the company together, planning the balls,
even accompanying each other.
But she had found
herself crumbling from the inside out. Everything she'd ever counted on was
gone. She was alone, without the only man she'd ever loved.
Then Naraku had
come to the conclusion that the dual disappearance had to be more than just a
coincidence. He told her that he believed the two had run away together.
That's when she
broke. Nothing seemed to make sense anymore. Every word of love ever spoken by
Shoji now became a lie. And everything around her seemed to remind her of that.
She came to
believe that her sons did not need the fortune of lies their father had left
behind, so she signed over his partnership to Naraku to free herself from
Shoji's bonds. She took her two sons to live in a simple apartment, in a simple
life. But Inu...he looked so much like his father, almost his exact double. And
as he grew up, it only got more apparent. Then Sesshomaru-he inherited his
father's charm and personality.
And it tortured
her to no end.
Every time she
would look at her sons, she would see the man who left her behind.
Eleven years
passed. Her oldest son left her as well, claiming that she was suffocating him.
He hadn't been in contact since.
All she had left
was Faye and her last son, Inuyasha. Life settled into a routine of pure
depression and self-pity. A pit which she had dug for herself. And she didn't
care.
And why not? It
wasn't like she would ever love again. She would never love again.
Then one night,
Inuyasha had come home with a letter from Naraku, her once close companion. It
was an invitation, not only to a charity ball as his escort, but also an
invitation back into his life. He had said that when she had signed over the
company, he'd felt an even greater emptiness than the morning when he'd woken
to find his wife long gone.
He had spoken
directly to her heart. No matter how much Faye sympathized and comforted, she
would never know what it was like to lose her husband-No, he was still there
with her, loving her. The only person who truly understood her loneliness was
Naraku.
Only he knew what
she was going through.
So she had agreed
to go, much to the distaste of her son. But that simple letter had changed
something inside of her. It had begun the long process of waking her from the
pointless nightmare she'd been living for the past decade.
It made her feel
happy, if even just a ever so slight glimmer of it.
That night had
indeed been a fairytale. She'd felt like such a princess, and Naraku had been
her prince. They had danced and she had even allowed him to push her into the limelight,
to take the stage and sing for the other guests. It had been magic, to feel all
eyes on her, to cast her spell over the room once more.
Finally their
conversation. He'd led her out to the balcony of the hotel, overlooking the
garden.
There he had
admitted his true feelings to her.
He told her he
loved her.
That he always
had. Ever since Shoji and he had first watched her sing, she'd enchanted him as
well. Only Shoji had had the bravery to actually do something about it. He'd
said how he'd cherished the friendship that they'd formed, and that alone had
given him the strength to try to give his heart to another, to move on.
And it had worked
to some point, until Kagura had left. And then when he'd found out about
Shoji's disappearance as well. She'd never realized just how much more Naraku
had lost.
Not only did he
lose his wife, but also his business partner and lifelong best friend.
If any one was
truly alone, it was him.
And there he was,
standing before her with every defense lowered, baring his true feelings and
his soul to her. Asking her to help him heal, and to let him do the same for
her.
Just to be with
him.
A thousand
thoughts had flooded her mind just then, some screaming to just run back home
and go back to life as usual, some telling her to kiss him and it happen. It
was so confusing, that she'd felt the urge to burst into tears.
She'd embraced
him, as if clinging to him for dear life. Just as she was about pull away and
give her response, She'd seen Miroku out of the corner of her eye.
Then her son's
life had been turned upside down.
She'd never yet
answered his request.
Now she looked
into his eyes, and although his face was set in it's usual businessman look,
his eyes told her of the turmoil and even fear that was going through him. She took
his hand gently and gave it a firm squeeze.
"I only wish
we'd done this eleven years ago, Naraku. I accept."
His face melted
into once of disbelief and boyish joy.
"Shiori, I-"
"Wait. I
have only one request."
"Anything..."
He said almost breathlessly.
"I-I need to
do this at my own pace. There's so much going on right now, and my son's chance
of happiness is at stake. Please, please be patient with me."
His hand caressed
her cheek lovingly as he smiled warmly
"I've waited
to so long just to be this close to you, Shiori. I can wait even longer if you
so require. And I will help in every way that I can. But please, take this to
heart. You have to help yourself before you can help Inuyasha."
His words did
have an affect on her. He was right. She would be of no use to Inu if she
couldn't even stand on her own.
"Yes, you're
right about that. You've always been right, Naraku."
They embraced,
never noticing the eyes of the small boy watching them, having heard every word
of what they'd said.
**I POV**
Two weeks had
passed.
I tried to get
Faye to let me at least come to work, but she adamantly refused. My mother
wouldn't have let me anyway.
Something had
been happening to my mother ever since she found out about Kagome. She had been
paying more attention to me that I was used to. She had so many questions. Many
of which I had no answers to . She asked if I had wanted to go into my father's
business. If I had wanted to go to college. If I was angry that
Sess had left. What
did I want to do with my life.
She constantly
tried to ask about Kagome. How I felt about her, Why I didn't try to talk to
her or didn't see her.
I always stayed
silent. I just didn't want to talk about her. Just thinking about her was bad
enough.
Then there was
the way she was acting. It was like she'd gone back in time and become the
mother I used to look up to. She'd even taken my place at the restaurant to
help out Faye. My mother was working again.
Sigh.
I healed quickly,
just like the doctor had remarked. Not even a scar from the two sets of
stitches on my forehead and bottom lip.
Naraku made an
appearance the day after I got the stitches removed. He had asked to talk to me
alone.
"Inu, my
boy. How are you feeling?"
"Fine."
I mumbled.
"Good. Well
I suppose you're wondering why I'm here."
"Damage
control." I blurted out. He grinned.
"You're a
smart boy Inu, just like your father. I miss him, I could really use his advice
these days. You see, I'm not sure how he managed to raise such fine young man
with as little time as he was around-and Me? Well I managed to do the very
opposite with a boy I see everyday at home. Kouga has become...rather hard to
handle."
"You spoiled
him. You have since we were kids."
"You're
right. I did. Kagura did dote on him so. When his mother left, it had such a
bad affect on him. And since he had no siblings to lean on, it was just the two
of us, standing back to back, trying to support each other. Oh Inu. If only I
had turned around..." He trailed off. I watched a rare sadness pass over
his face. He almost looked like the "Uncle" I had used to refer to. He
looked so human for once, no slick exterior.
"Inu. My son
has done the unspeakable. I don't deny what I know Miss Kagome has probably
told you about their relationship. I always loved that girl. She's very special
to you isn't she?"
I stayed silent,
refusing to meet his eyes.
"Yes, I can
see it in your face. The same look my son used to have when he thought about
her."
"We're
nothing alike." I gritted out between clenched teeth.
"No, you're
not. I mean before my son became obsessed with her. You, of all people have to
understand the way she enchants everyone around her. I couldn't wait to watch
her become a part of my family, but unfortunately, her spell took too strong an
affect on Kouga. He wanted to possess her, keep her all to himself. I can't
tell you how many times we argued over his treatment of her."
"Then why
didn't you do something? You're his father!"
"I am. But
I'm not a very good one. I was too immersed in my business to become involved,
too consumed by the loss of my wife and my best friend. I put my work before my
only family, and now he hates me. He hates me because I'm not going to protect
him this time."
I was a bit
confused by what he meant by that.
"Inu, if you
want to press charges against Kouga, you do whatever you feel is right. The
same goes for Miss Kagome. I plan to pay her a visit after I leave here."
I mulled it over
in my head.
"No. But I
will support whatever she chooses to do. And in exchange for this, there's
something I want you to do."
"Anything."
I leaned in close to him, speaking low and threateningly.
"You keep
your fucking son away from her. He so much as looks at a picture of her, and I
won't be held responsible for what I do to him. I'll break more than just his
jaw."
He nodded somberly.
"Done."
"And...I
want you tear up that contract. Give Kagome her license back. She's not gonna
call down some kind of media frenzy on you. She's not like that. You don't have
to control her life anymore."
"It would be
my pleasure to do so. You're a good man Inuyasha. You protect her even when
she's not around. She is lucky to have you. As I am lucky to know you-I find
myself wishing sometimes you were my own son..."
He stood to
leave, first extending his hand. I shook it, for once not entirely hating the
though of touching him.
"I will send
your regards to Miss Kagome when I arrive. I hope to see you at work soon,
Inuyasha. Come back when you feel you are ready."
My mother
appeared from the kitchen and walked him to the door. They exchanged pleasantries,
and he kissed her hand as he said his goodbye. The sight of them together still
put me on edge, but not quite as much as it used to. I couldn't figure out why
he was acting so...nice. Like he was his old self, the lively man I had known
when I was younger. What was he up to....
Now I sat on the
edge of my bed, restless and depressed.
I hadn't seen her
in so long. Hadn't heard her sweet voice, or gazed in those deep brown eyes. Nothing.
Sango visited her
frequently and relayed information to me.
Naraku had kept
his word and her license was reinstated. And like I had expected, she also
chose not to press any charges, simply saying she just wanted to put it all
behind her. He also tried to give her some sort of settlement, but she refused.
"Inu? You in
here?" I heard Sango's voice call down the hallway.
"Yeah."
She stepped in
the doorway and smiled brightly at me. I patted the space beside me and she sat
down, wrapping her arm around mine.
"How you
doing?"
"The
same."
"Pretty
crappy then, huh?" She leaned her head on my shoulder
"Yep."
I replied, and rested my head on top of hers.
"I've got
some news for you."
"What?"
"Well, Mr.
Warui kept bugging `Gome about wanting to do something to "set things
right" and
she just kept telling him off. Finally he came in a limo yesterday and asked us
to come with him. Then he bought her a car."
"Really?
Bastard never got me one."
"As I recall
he tried but you politely declined. Something about `taking care of yourself'
or some other manly bullshit like that? Am I right?"
"Aren't you
always?"
She was. I had
said no. He had offered one for my high school graduation, but just like Sess,
I didn't accept it.
"What kind
of car did she get?"
"An
expensive one. Import. It's very nice, very comfy. Wish I had one like
that."
I nodded
silently. She raised her head and looked at me, playing with a strand of my
hair. Just like Kagome used to...
"She misses
you." I stared at the wall.
"I highly
doubt that."
"She does.
She doesn't say it, but she does. I can tell. Just the way she looks sometimes.
And every time I go to see her, she's just sitting under that big tree, humming
to herself. Hitomi says she cries a lot."
"Don't tell
me this Sango. You're not making this any easier for me. Just tell me she's
okay, and I'm happy."
"But she's
not. And neither are you. Are you?"
"Well why
the fuck would I be? She hates me!"
"She never
said that."
"You
should've seen her at the hospital Sango. She didn't have to say it."
She sighed in
defeat.
"Impossible!
The two of you are just impossible! I try and I try, but neither of you are
willing to give in! So you said one wrong thing, does she let it go? NO! And
you-you do nothing to try and explain it to her! You deserve to be miserable,
you're not doing anything to fix this!"
"It's better
this way. I'm no good for her anyway. I have nothing to offer her, Sango! I
hurt her at the worst possible moment, right when she was most vulnerable,
right when she needed me!"
Her voice was
low, almost a whisper.
"You saved
her. Inu...when Kouga first hit you...well, you should've been knocked out for
at least a couple of hours, but you....you woke up in a matter of minutes. They
can't explain how you did that. But I can. She said she called your name. And
that you came just in time. You heard her didn't you?"
I stayed still
for a moment then hesitantly nodded.
"You see!
You rescued her. She can never forget that. Not ever."
"It's not
enough, Sango. I could've done better. I could have protected her better."
"No. I don't
think that's possible. But.. I know I'd fare better arguing with Miroku about
how he drives. You're just too damn much for me to break."
She stood, and as
the air rushed past my face from her motion, I caught the faint scent of
strawberries. I look a good look at what she was wearing. She noticed, and
blushed.
"Yeah we're
already sharing clothes...Don't look at me like that. I am female, you
know..."
"Just not
used to you acting your gender."
She ruffled my
bangs playfully. Then her face softened.
"I have
something for you." She reached into her purse and pulled something out.
"What is
it?"
"Pictures.
From her birthday." She handed them to me in an envelope. I grunted in
response. "Her Mom gave me a couple too...She said she took them before
you guys came to the restaurant. They're....cute."
She moved to
leave.
"Where are
you going?"
"You
know."
"Do you tell
her about me too. Like some kind of middle man?"
"No. She
asks me not to talk about you."
It stung to hear
that. She walked back over and wrapped her arms around me.
"What she
means is that she thinks about you enough without me adding to that....See how
just a little slip of the tongue can break your heart in a millisecond. Or how
taking it the wrong way can do the same. Hmm... Funny how that is..."
With that said,
she walked out of my room, closing the door behind her.
Her words sunk
in, but only served to make me more depressed. If my reaction had been that bad
to something so little, I could only imagine what Kagome had felt. I turned my
attention to the envelope in my hand.
I took out the
pictures and slowly flipped through them. We had taken quite a few at dinner
that night. She was in almost every single one, sitting right next to me.
She was so
beautiful, like an angel amidst the bustle of the Houshi's and Sango.
The last two
pictures were the one's Hitomi had taken.
One was of me,
with my mouth agape and eyes wide in surprise. Pleasant surprise.
I was looking
towards the staircase.
I shook my head,
slightly amused. Had I really looked so dumb staring as she had descended the
stairs? But who could blame me?
"No
one..." I muttered as I looked at the last picture. Kagome, coming down
the stairs, looking all the while like heaven itself. The camera had captured
the moment perfectly, as appreciatively as my eyes had been that night.
I felt a drop of
wetness hit my bare forearm. Then another. Quickly, I stuffed the pictures back
in the envelope and set them down. I bit back the few remaining tears and wiped
my face furiously.
"I have to
get out of here...." I muttered aloud. Standing, I grabbed my jacket from
the floor and pulled open my door. I was glad my mother was out. I didn't feel
like arguing about me leaving the apartment. I scribbled a note and set it down
on the kitchen table. Then I pulled on my jacket and found my house keys.
I locked the
front door behind me.
Tbc…