The song is by
Simon and Garfunkel, "Kathy's Song", perhaps my favorite song of all
time. Always wanted to use it in a fic!
A few liberties
taken in the legend, so bear with me!
Hope you like =P
Ja ne!
~Sabichan~
**still I
POV**
We began to walk
up the steps when she started cursing under her breath. She paused and grabbed
onto my arm for support as she bent down to take off her shoes.
"There, much
better!" She continued ascending barefoot. Once at the top she grabbed my
arm again.
I let her drag me
around the side of the house. I held my breath as I took in the picturesque
scene before me. Moonlight seemed to dance over every blade of grass and the
leaves of the giant oak tree shimmered.
She led me over
to the tree.
"This is the
God Tree." She announced quietly. " It's over a thousand years old. Can
you imagine what's it's witnessed?"
I stared up into
the thick boughs, noticing the stars still managed to shine through.
"Impressive."
We walked over and sat on the bench beneath it.
"You bet it
is. It saw this very shrine being built. And you see that little notch there in
the trunk? That's part of the legend of this tree-the Goshinboku."
"Tell
me." I said, genuinely interested. Her face lit up and she started her
story.
"Well the
legend says about that five hundred years ago, there was a shrine maiden who
lived in a village near this tree. She was a miko of great power, in a time
when demons still inhabited the earth. She fought and protected the village
against these demons. Well one day, she met a boy, only he wasn't just a boy-he
was a half breed. Part human, part demon. They fell in love, against all the
odds that were against them, but it wasn't to be. You see, he promised to
become completely human for her somehow and he set off to find a way. But just
before he returned tragedy struck. There was another man who was in love with
the Miko, and he wanted her above anything else in the world. So he became a
demon and took on the form of her half-demon lover. Then he struck her down and
ran. Soon after when her lover returned with a way to become human for her, she
saw him and believing that he had betrayed her, she shot him through the heart
with her Miko's arrow, pinning him to this very tree for all eternity. She died
right after. And that's what that notch is from. Her arrow piercing her only
love."
I sat for a
while, in a bit of a stupor. This wasn't my first time hearing this story. In
fact, I'd heard this story so many times, I knew it by heart. Though I'd never
heard of the Tree, it was the same story, no doubt about it. I wondered about
telling her that, but realized it would lead into a discussion I wasn't sure I
was ready to have about my gift.
"Suddenly I
realize why you like history so much." I finally said. She giggled.
"Well I did
grow up here. It's hard not to appreciate the past when it's a part of your
daily life."
I looked at her
and noticed she was again fingering the jewel. Just seeing her touching it made
me smile.
"Do you like
it?" She looked surprised.
"Are you
kidding? I love it! Where on earth did you get this from?"
"I told you,
it was my grandmother's. I guess it has a history of it's own."
"Tell me
about it." I wanted to, so badly, but my nervousness got the best of me. If
I told her now, how would she react? Especially being here, where the two
stories apparently coincided. I did my best to counter her question.
"Well, I'm
not as good as you are when it comes to stories. How about you ask Faye? She's
knows the story better than I do." She nodded.
A comfortable
silence settled over us. The only sounds were of the soft breeze rustling
through the trees above. As comforting as it was, I realized there was
something else I'd much rather be listening to. Staring up at the stars I
finally broke the silence.
"Kagome?"
"Hmm?"
"Sing for
me...please" I said, meeting her eyes, knowing she would not deny me this
time.
Without replying,
she sat up straight and cleared her throat, and began to sing.
I hear the
drizzle on the road
Like a memory it
falls
Soft and warm
continuing
Tapping on my
roof and walls
From the shelter
of my mind
Through the
window of my eyes
I gaze beyond the
rain-drenched streets
To England where
my heart lies
My thoughts are
distracted and diffused
My thoughts are
many miles away
They lie with
you when you're asleep
And kiss you when
you start your day
And the song I
was writing is left undone
Don't know why
I waste my time
Writing songs
I can't believe
With words that
tear and strain to rhyme
So you see I have
come to doubt
All that I once
held as true
I stand alone
without beliefs
The only truth I
know is you
And as I watch
the drops of rain
Weave their weary
paths and die
I know that I am
like the rain
And there but for
the grace of you go I...
I stared at her
in utter fascination and rapt enchantment. Suddenly the story my father had
told me all those hundreds of times took on a whole new meaning. Now I know how
he had felt the first time he had heard my mother sing. She sounded like an
angel.
I struggled to
find words fit to praise her performance, but came up empty. For the second
time tonight, she had rendered me speechless.
Her eyes
eventually drifted to mine, and she looked amused .
"Did I do
good? I don't usually take requests." I blushed, somewhat embarrassed at
my reaction.
"Yeah... you
sounded beautiful, Kagome."
"Thanks.
That's sweet." Bashfulness finally took her over as well.
I noticed the
light goose bumps on her arms and took off my jacket. I draped it over her
shoulders and she muttered another faint thanks, and her hand brushed mine as
she slipped her arms into the sleeves. She looked at me, her eyes shimmering in
the moonlight, once again flashing with that strange emotion.
I found that I
couldn't look away-I felt like I was falling into those chocolate hued depths. I
was getting lost in her eyes and I realized at that moment that I didn't care. I
was so entranced that I hadn't noticed we were gradually moving closer to each
other. It finally hit me when I felt her warm breath against my lips. I almost
pulled away, but her eyes just kept pulling me in, closer, closer...
Finally I ever so
softly pressed my lips against hers.
I kissed her.
And she kissed me
back.
The silky texture
of her lips moving gently against mine nearly made me tremble with excitement. She
tasted so sweet, so good, so...Kagome. I placed a hand on her cheek and
she instinctively tilted her head into it, deepening our kiss.
This was my first
kiss. This was perhaps one of the greatest and most important experiences of my
life, and it was with a girl that I couldn't help but believe was made for me
alone.
I was startled
when I felt her tongue glide over my lower lip. I gasped parting my lips in
surprise and she slid her tongue into my mouth. She probed cautiously, and
gently, almost as if she could sense my inexperience, though I hadn't told her
I'd never been kissed. Her tongue tapped mine and then caressed it sensuously. She
seemed to be leading me back into her mouth. I tentatively followed, and found
myself immersed in world of sweetness. I never knew a woman could taste this
good. I followed her example and explored her mouth. She moaned aloud and then
wrapped her arms around my neck, pulling her body closer to mine. I tilted her
head back
further, granting myself more access, and our mouths mingled passionately.
My other hand
found it's way to her waist and I pulled her even closer to me. We continued
kissing as her hands weaved through my hair, drawing a deep moan from me. I'd
never heard myself make that kind of noise. Then she moaned in response. My
hand traveled lower, grasping her firm hip, then down to her thigh, and lower. Finally
I felt her silky smooth skin beneath my finger tips. She pushed closer to my
mouth in response, so I continued to stroke her bare thigh.
Everything felt
so new, and in all truth, it was new to me. But she was a kind and patient
teacher, dominant yet yielding, and very, very encouraging. The low mewling
noises she was making were sending strong shivers through my entire body. I
couldn't help but feel myself becoming aroused. I mean, I was kissing a
beautiful, not to mention perfect girl, who obviously liked what I was doing. Images
of my fantasies of her began to flash through my mind-Gods how I wanted to be with
her!
If just kissing
her felt this good, I could only imagine what making love to her would be like.
I groaned involuntarily at the thought and my hand made another bold move under
her dress. She tensed at first, then quickly relaxed as I nibbled lightly on
her bottom lip.
I felt her shift
and move closer to me, her knees pressing against mine. My hand trailed down
from her cheek to the nape of her neck. She bit my lip teasingly and I fisted
my hand in her hair, letting out a noise suspiciously close to a whimper. I'm
still amazed she didn't laugh at me. Then again I suppose her mouth was a
little busy.
My fingertips
danced tentatively over the smooth skin of her thigh. I felt her try to move
closer to me, but with little cooperation. Our bodies were in too awkward of a
position. She let her hands glide over my shoulders, across my chest. I reveled
in the fact that our lips had not yet parted.
I knew then that
years later, if I heard anyone talking about how great their first kiss was,
how magical and beautiful the moment was, how it was the best kiss ever, I
would always know deep down inside that no one, NO ONE, could top this. This
was the pinnacle of first kisses, the Everest. This was the greatest moment of
my life.
But as with all
things, one always finds a way to fuck up such moments. I was pretty sure I did
just that.
Unknowingly, my
mischievous hand that was weaving through her hair, found it's way our of her
ebony tangles and to her shoulder...then lower to trace her collarbone...then
lower.
I felt her body
tense as I gently cupped her right breast in my hand. Her kiss stopped but she
didn't pull away from my lips.
Mentally I was
kicking my own ass again and again. The two seconds that passed seemed to last
for hours. I just sat there frozen with my hand still firmly attached to her
chest, my tongue still inside her mouth. I felt panic begin to rise in me.
Then it happened.
Those two seconds passed and Kagome did the very last thing I expected her to.
She leaned into
my touch, kissing me with renewed fervor. I suddenly realized I could feel her
nipple harden under my palm. I knew she wasn't cold...
One of her hands
slipped under the collar of my shirt and roamed over every inch of my skin in
her reach. I don't know when I finally snapped back to reality, but I reacted. I
brought my other hand from beneath her dress and cupped her left breast.
Wow.
She pushed into
my hands excitedly and I instinctively began to palm them, caressing them. Believe
me, I had no idea what I was doing. Not a single inkling. But she fucking liked
it. I rubbed my thumbs over her tight nipples, reveling in the fact that I was
the one who had caused it. I could practically feel my blood rushing through my
veins and my heart beat pounded in my ears. ` Gods, Kagome...'
After a moment or
two, I felt her try to move closer again. By then, my mind was so passion
frenzied, that I growled low in my throat and grabbed both of her hips. I heard
her whimper slightly at the loss of my ministrations, but that sound was
quickly replaced by a startled moan when I lifted her off the bench from beside
me and planted her on my lap, straddling me.
There was not a
moment of hesitation on her part, nor on mine. My hands settled on her waist as
she adjusted her position. She moved closer to my body, so close that I could
feel her breasts pressed against my chest. And another part of her body firmly
pressed against another part of my body. A particularly stiff part of my body
to be more specific.
I know there was
no way she could have not noticed it. But she continued to kiss me, sucking
lightly on my bottom lip. That really got me going. My hands began to roam all
over her body, tracing her curves appreciatively. God, how wonderful it felt. All
those days watching those hips swing as she walked away from me to her bus in
the mornings-now I was holding them. All those days of trying not to notice the
way her breasts bounced when she laughed-now they were pressed against me. All
those days of wondering how heavenly she would taste-now, her lips hadn't left
mine even for air. This...this was a dream come true. Kagome was the only
person I'd ever truly desired, and here she was comfortably seated on my lap.
I felt myself
begin to tremble in sheer excitement. `This is perfect!! This can't get any
fucking better' I screamed mentally. Oh, how wrong I was...
I unconsciously
shifted below her, brushing her with my throbbing erection. I felt her gasp
into my mouth and then buck against me. This drew a similar reaction from me. She
didn't stop. She kept rubbing against me, slowly at first, then a little
faster. That's when we finally broke our kiss, only because I was starting to
pant. I'd never felt anything like it before. There was just this wonderful
friction between our bodies, and every time she would roll her hips, I moaned
low in my throat.
My hands slid
under her skirt and I roughly grabbed her backside. I helped her move more
quickly against me. There was so much pressure, I just needed her to keep doing
this, and I would feel release, satisfaction, bliss.
I finally dared
to open my eyes and I almost fainted at what I saw. Her eyes were shut tight,
and her face was set in look of sheer pleasure. I'd never seen anything more
beautiful in my life. Like I said, I was wrong before-THIS was perfect.
Suddenly I felt
that familiar warmth, that feeling like I would soon climax. I wasn't sure what
to do. I certainly did NOT want to stop, but I didn't know if it was
appropriate for me just ...go.
It seemed like
she noticed my hesitation, because she slowed down to a sensual, teasing pace
and pressed her lips to my neck. I felt her shower my neck and collarbone with
light, butterfly kisses, from one side to the other. Her mouth came down on the
sensitive spot at the juncture of my neck, causing me to shiver in pure delight.
It briefly occurred to me that Kagome really seemed to know just what to do. She
seemed rather experienced.
All thoughts were
halted when she licked the outer shell of my ear. I shivered again, gasping out
her name in a surprised whisper. I could've sworn I felt her smiling as she
continued to gently grind her heat against me.
My hands moved up
from her backside and softly cupped her face. I brought her forehead to rest
against mine and she stopped moving against me. I wasn't as disappointed as I
thought I would be.
We stayed there
for a moment, catching our breath, letting our racing hearts calm a while.
She broke the
silence then.
"Inuyasha..."
"Yeah."
"What just
happened?"
I stayed silent,
biting back a smart assed quip that readily sprang to my lips. Then I began to
wonder what did actually just happen.
Why did she kiss
me back? Did this mean she was really interested in me? Or did she just get
swept up in the moment?
"I ummm.. I
don't know.." I finally managed out.
She wasn't all
that satisfied with my answer.
"You don't
know?"
"umm..."
"You kissed
me. That's what happened."
"Yeah, I
know that."
"Well,
why?"
I finally looked
up and met her eyes.
"What the
hell do you mean why?" I could feel myself getting frustrated.
"Well?"
"Because I
fucking wanted to." I blurted out. Her face fell halfway to the ground.
"What?!
That's your response?! You fucking wanted to?! You couldn't think of anything
at least a little bit more appropriate or God forbid, sweet to say?! Just that
you fucking wanted to?!"
She wasn't quite
yelling, but ranting in more of a furious whisper. Still, it hit me hard. Before
I could realize what I was saying, it slipped out.
"Well there
goes my perfect first kiss!"
Her mouth dropped
open, and her eyes were as wide as saucers. She just stared at me for the
longest time in shock, and I finally presented her with my beet impression.
"That....that
was your...I was your first kiss?"
I glanced at the
God tree to my right, doing my best not to look in her eyes. Of course she
wasn't going to take that as an answer so she grabbed my hair and yanked my
eyes back to hers.
"Ow!"
"Tell
me!"
"Yes, it
was, now let go!" I pried her hands away and rubbed my sore scalp. That
really hurt.
"But
you're...older than me...and you, well you're you and-no. There's no way in the
Seven hells that was your first kiss!"
"So what if
I'm older? I told ya, I've never had a girlfriend, so get over it."
"I
can't!"
"Why the
fuck not?"
"Well I
mean....Well you're really good!"
"Huh!?"
Now that caught me off guard.
"You're
really, really good.. I mean you're like pro or something.!"
"You mean
that?..." I felt the flush returning.
"Fuck
yes....otherwise I wouldn't be, well, on you right now."
I finally
realized that she was in fact still on my lap. I felt myself become flustered
the second she pointed it out.
"Kagome,
I-um...Well, I hope I didn't scare you...I mean it's just this is my first
time, you know, really....you know."
"You mean
being intimate?"
"Well no,
yes. Well I'm not sure..." She cocked her head, confused.
"Not sure?
You either have or haven't."
"Well she
was the experienced one. She kinda made the first move and all. She was older
than me." I explained, glancing away shyly.
"Oh! Did she
hurt you? How old were you?" She asked concerned and obviously jumping to
the wrong conclusion.
"No, no,
nothing like that. It was a long time ago, and I thought I was in love with
her, but she just wanted something from me, just sex I guess. She... she was a
lot older."
"How much
older?"
"Well I was
sixteen and she was ...34."
Her face froze in
near horror.
"You almost
had sex with a thirty-four year old woman!"
"Shhh!
Yes....like I said, it was a long time ago, and it was a stupid situation. Do
we
have to keep
talking about this when we're like this?" I said the last part a little
too harshly and saw a thinly veiled pout take over her face.
"Did you
want me to move?" She asked, her voice small as she glanced away.
I smiled and led
her face back to mine.
"No."
She smiled and
murmured softly as she moved in to kiss me again.
"Neither do
I."
"Well I
fucking do!!" An angry voice called out from behind me. Kagome's head
snapped up and I saw the most terrified look I'd ever seen anyone make in my
life.
Just as I was
about to turn around to see what she was so afraid of, I felt a sharp pain in
the back of my head. Then everything went black.
Tbc…
DUN DUN DUUUUUUN!!!