Part two of their
day out. Thanks for reading! Still Inu's POV.
Ja ne!
~Sabichan~
We ended up at
the park I had mentioned earlier, close to the Fukai Mori. I had come here
sometimes after work when I was still in high school. It had been a good place
for thinking, as it was always pretty much deserted. As we walked towards the
large fountain in the center of the park, she broke the silence.
"It's so
quiet here. Where is everyone?"
"Not
everyone ditched work today."
"Hey I
didn't ditch! I'm just taking a personal day, that's all."
"Whatever....Actually
it's always quiet here. Always has been."
"You've been
here before?"
"Yeah. The
restaurant's just up the street over there. I used to come here sometimes. You
know...to think."
"About
what?"
"About
...Everything. I really can't remember what exactly everything was at the time,
but I know I used to have a lot on my mind."
"And you
don't now?" She asked as she sat down on the lip of the fountain, pulling
me down beside her.
At first I wasn't
sure how to answer her question. I couldn't say `no'. I did have a lot on my
mind. It just so happened that most of it had to do with her. And I wasn't too
sure if I was ready to tell her that just yet.
"No I do. I've
just gotten used to the majority of it."
"You mean
like your mom and your brother?"
I nodded as I
watched several birds take flight from the trees. They weaved patterns in the
air, back and forth, and finally decided on a direction, and followed it.
"Have you
ever...just wanted to leave?"
I glanced at her,
startled by her sudden question.
"What do you
mean?"
"I mean just
leaving. Just picking up one day and taking off. Leaving this life, leaving
everyone you
know
behind."
I noticed her
wistful expression as she watched the same birds flying to their destination.
"Kagome?"
She shook her
head and laughed softly.
"No, I'd
never do it. I couldn't leave. There's too many consequences, too many
repercussions. What would my family think? I don't want them to feel abandoned.
I can't be selfish like that. It's not in me. But still....the idea is
so...tempting."
"What do you
have to get away from?"
"It's not so
much getting away as it is....going to. Is everyone supposed to be happy with
the way their life has turned out so far? I don't think so. If not, then the
world would never change. I can't help but wonder if I'm even supposed to be
here? I wonder if my life has really started yet? Or is something waiting for
me, just out of the city limits, just around that corner, just down that
road?"
She looked at me,
emotion strong in her eyes. "Is someone waiting for me?"
I was too shocked
to look away. I just stared into her eyes and she stared right back. I felt the
urge to lean forward and press my lips to hers, to quell the doubts that
surrounded her, to hold her.
"Kagome...I
.."
Suddenly, the
dormant fountain sprung to life in a fury of water and light. We jumped up,
both cursing in surprise. Then we looked at each other again. She tried to bite
back her smile, but failed,
instead bursting
into laughter.
We had been so
serious only moments before, and I had been so close to admitting, saying
something that would probably change our entire friendship. I had been so close
to telling her that there <i>was</i> someone waiting for her. But
he wasn't down the road-he was right there sitting next to her.
I wanted to tell
her how she had changed my life in mere months, with nothing but a half and
hour in the mornings. I wanted her to know how much she had come to mean to me.
I wanted to tell her....
But as she
brushed off the stray droplets of water from her arms, laughing about how
someone was out to get us, that it had been planned "from day one", I
didn't feel so pained that I hadn't been able to finish. After all, she was
smiling, wasn't she?
After we had
walked a good distance from the traitorous fountain, I asked her what she
wanted to do next. Our adventure in the city had taken up most of the day, and
the sun was already low in the sky.
She responded by
giving me a good hard shove. I stumbled sideways, more out of surprise, as she
sprinted away.
"Catch me if
you can!" She called behind her.
I grinned
arrogantly and chuckled to myself as I watched her run. Little did she know,
that in high school, I had been the star athlete on the track team, a legacy
left by my father and Sesshie before me. Quickness ran in my family.
So I ran.
I was right
behind her in seconds, and I reveled in the shock on her face as she glanced
back to see where I was. She changed direction, but I easily followed . I let
her stay just ahead of me, letting the chase go on. I felt the wind rushing
past my face, the blood rushing through my veins. It had been so long since I
had last done this. I focused all of my nervous energy and frustrations into
our game of cat and mouse.
She glanced back
again, and I could see she was enjoying herself as much as I was.
Suddenly she
tripped and stumbled forward. I finally let myself reach my full speed as I saw
her begin to fall. I caught her just before she hit the ground, grabbing her
around her waist and pulling her back against my body as I practically skidded
to a stop. I set her down on her feet when I had regained my balance. Panting
hard, she turned in my arms, a hand pressed over her heart, as if trying to
slow it with her own touch.
"You...caught
..me..."
I nodded and
smirked.
"I...sure
did..."
She swallowed and
tried again to slow down her breathing. She shook her head and looked up at me,
looking curious and shocked at the same time.
"No...I
mean....You caught.. me...H-how..." She swallowed again. I realized I
hadn't released her yet.
"I...umm..
just did." I took a step away as I let her go. I wasn't exactly sure how
I'd managed to catch her before she fell. She had been a good ten feet in front
of me. She plopped down onto the grass then, tugging me down with her. I laid
back, and looked up into to the sky. I felt weight on my stomach just then.
I looked down to
see Kagome laying on me, also watching the now darkening sky.
"You run
pretty fast." She commented.
"I was in
track."
"Really? I
was on the swim team."
"That
explains why you run so slow then."
"Hey! If we
were in the water, I would have kicked your ass, you know!"
"We can
always go to back to the fountain, you know." I teased. She reached up and
smacked my leg.
"Hey."
She said, her voice softening a little. I looked down to meet her eyes.
"Yeah?"
"Thanks."
"What
for?"
"For
everything. For coming with me today...and for saving me from a good face full
of grass."
"No problem.
It was fun. I never do shit like this. My first time."
She furrowed her
brow.
"So then
what do you do on your day off?"
"What day
off? I work all the time."
"Well then
what do you do when you're not working? I mean like you and your friends? Don't
you guys go out at all?"
"Well...No.
We don't usually see Sango outside of the restaurant, just once in a while. And
me and Miroku hang out sometimes. But we don't do things like this
though."
"Oh. Wow...I
guess I thought you all did more together. I remember my friends and I used to
go out a lot."
"You guys
didn't have two jobs or a family owned business. It's different. It takes up
all your time, and after a while, you don't really know what to do without it. It's
so routine, it's like breathing. That's how all of our lives have been since my
father...died."
I almost chocked
on the last word. I had never once referred aloud to my father being dead. I
never wanted to actually say it, to admit that he wasn't going to come back
like my mother so desperately hoped. She nodded, and we laid in silence for a few
moments. She absently played with strands of my hair, comparing mine to hers. Before
I knew what I was doing, I was running my fingers through her ebony locks,
reveling in the softness, and even more so the reaction it drew from her.
"ohhh.. that
feels good...keep doing that...." The tips of my fingers massaged her
scalp softly and she leaned up into my touch. I tried to stop the dumb smile
that made itself apparent on my face, but to no avail.
Just picture
this. There's a beautiful, vibrant young woman lying on you in the middle of a
deserted park, the sun is setting in the distance. You're touching her, and
she's telling you she likes it, telling you not to stop. Did I mention she's
beautiful? Did I mention this is your first time touching a woman like this?
Suddenly she sat
up straight and yawned. I sighed softly in disappointment, but never took my
eyes from her figure as she stretched. The curves of her body fluctuated as she
tensed and relaxed each muscle. It was hypnotizing to watch. I just barely snapped
out of my stupor as she turned back to look at me.
"I don't
know about you, but I'm kinda tired."
"Yeah. I'll
admit you wore me out."
"See! I
won!" she raised her arms in triumph. I was graced with a view of her
firm, toned stomach. I struggled to tear my eyes away. She didn't notice...
"So should
we head home? Are you that tired?" I asked, clearing my throat. I needed
to stop looking at her. I was getting a little too...interested.
"Um... Well
I guess so. I do actually have a big test that I haven't even tried studying
for. But I mean, I already know I'm gonna fail. Seems kinda stupid to even
bother. It is my worst subject."
"Really?
What in?"
"Math."
If life were like
a cartoon, there would have been a huge exclamation point over my head.
"You
know..." I said, picking a blade of grass out of her hair. "I could
probably help you."
"Well. No
offense, Inuyasha....But this math is kinda different from the stuff they teach
in high school. It's Pre-calculus."
"Oh... Well
I...took advanced calculus when I was a junior..." I stated flatly,
smirking inside. I stood and stretched as well. "Yeah...but you're
right...that's college math..."
If life were like
a cartoon, Kagome would have exploded.
Before I could
register what was happening, she had tackled me to the ground. Her face was
alive with excitement.
"Why didn't
you tell me you were a math genius!? Do you know what I've had to do to
get help in Math?! I had to become friends with that bozo at school! Now he visits
me everyday! This is your fault! It's only right that you help me
now!"
There is no way I
could have formed any kind of coherent answer.
She was on top of
me. Her face was mere inches from mine. I could practically taste her.
So I just stared.
She cocked her
head and stared back.
"You're
lying aren't you? You're not really a math genius, you were just teasing,
weren't you?"
"N-no, I. I
a-am" I managed to stutter out. Her face lit up again and she got off of
me.
"Well then
let's go! I hope you can teach me, cuz Gods do I need help!"
She began to walk
away, towards the direction on the Fukai Mori. I overcame my shock, and went
after her.
"Hey, why
are you going this way? The stop is back over there." pointing abck at the
way we had come.
"Let's just
take the one you take home. It'll be faster than walking all the way back. Plus
you said your work is just down the street. Maybe we could stop in? Um...Is
something wrong?"
In all honesty,
nothing was wrong. Her plan was logical and reasonable in every way. But for
some reason, having her anywhere near the restaurant today seemed absolutely
out of the question. I shook my head and she continued walking as I tried to
understand my own actions.
I looked up at
the now blazing sunset when she stopped and commented on it. We watched it in
sheer fascination, her arm once again laced with mine. I stole a glance at her
and had to bite back a gasp.
She looked
ethereal, unearthly. The glowing colors seemed to radiate from her face instead
of the heavenly body now dipping below the horizon.
I finally
realized why I didn't want her to meet the Hoshi's tonight.
All day, it had
been just Me and Kagome, Kagome and Me. And all day, her attention had been
focused on me, and I was the only one she talked to.
If I took her to
see the family, she would be so concentrated on meeting them; Miroku would
flirt with her, Faye would chat endlessly with her, and Shippo's cuteness would
demand her attention whether he wanted it to or not.
We would probably
end up staying there late, her test forgotten. And I would watch the whole
time, certainly not ignored, but still on the sidelines.
I didn't want to
share her. I didn't want her attention to be taken away from me.
I was being
selfish, and childish, and I didn't really give a shit.
Today, she was mine.
I recognized a
different stop, on the same route as mine a few blocks before we reached the
restaurant. I took my chance.
"Actually,
it's probably a bit of a rush right now...How about we save our introductions
for Friday?"
"Oh, that's
fine. I wouldn't want to be a bother if it's busy." She said, smiling
cheerfully and blissfully unaware of my lie. Truth was there was probably one
person in the whole restaurant. `Score one for me...'
We got on the
bus, and I pointed out the restaurant as we passed it by. We didn't really talk
on the way back, just rode together in a comfortable silence.
We reached our
morning stop, and crossed the street to the old hag's thrift shop. She welcomed
us, asking to here the story of our day. I did my best to be an asshole, saying
it could wait, because I had to teach Kagome how to count.
After I'd gotten
a nice sized bruise from an oversized book being hurled at me, we made our way
back to her home.
She resumed her
normal chattiness as we walked, sometimes skipping ahead of me. She looked so
playful, so innocent.
She had so many
sides to her.
Sometimes she
could be so cute, old women would want to pinch her cheeks. Sometimes she could
be a total girl, and gab endlessly about this and that and him and her. Other
times, she was fiery and feisty, and totally sexy without even intending to be.
And then there
were those times when her entire soul seemed to be at peace, and just her smile
seemed to make everything right in the world. When she would look at me, and it
would feel like she could see right inside me.
I liked those
times the best. She was so honest then, so open and reflective. Almost
mysterious. It was times like those when I found it hardest not to kiss her.
"So how did
you get so damn good at math anyway? Exactly what else runs in your
family?"
"Aside from
the freakish good looks? Oh lots of things. Like stubbornness."
"Well that I
can believe!"
"We all run
pretty fast. Got good legs I guess. Great for keeping us out of trouble."
"Kinda funny
that you can be so stubborn, but be so good at running away from things. Doesn't
make too much sense does it?"
"Nope, then
again, nothing in my family makes sense. We're all around strange people. We
look strange, we act strange-"
"Stop saying
that." She said suddenly. I turned to look at her.
"What?"
"That you
look strange. Or freakish. You don't." I huffed and did my best to explain
things to her.
"You have to
understand where I'm coming from on this Kagome. I've been this way my whole
life, not just since you've known me. I'm glad you can tolerate it and
all, but not everyone I've met in my life is like you. Some people are just
assholes who have to point out the fact that I'm different."
"I don't
'tolerate' the way you look, Inuyasha. I like it."
I stopped dead in
my tracks at her words. She looked at me curiously.
"What, did I
say something wrong?"
"No...Just
...nothing. This thing is just really fucking heavy." I shifted the giant
bag on my shoulders and she giggled.
"You don't
have to carry it if it's too heavy."
"Don't
start, I'm not giving it to you."
"Such a
gentlemen..." She muttered.
I smiled softly
to myself as she continued to walk, thinking about what she had just said.
I had no doubts
now. Kagome was definitely attracted to me. Just like I was attracted to
her....
and it
continues....