Black
Devotion
Violet Goddess
We meet again. I know most of you thought I had dropped of the edge of
the world but really my classes had just started back up again at college. After
writer's block and burn out from writing one mind numbing paper after another
(honestly how many ways can you dissect some long dead existentialist writer
anyway) I am finally bringing to you chapter 7. A few things before we begin.
I have chapter 8 started but no promises. I will not even be turning on
this computer for anything other than essays and papers through the middle of
May as this is crunch time for school. Right now all my profs seem to be of the
mind that more papers are good papers.
Also the lemon scene is on hold indefinitely. It's just to hard at the
moment to get that out. Eventually I'll write it and post it and the angels
will sing and so forth. Until then use your imagination because last chapter
was my lime scene.
Ok so enjoy and leave me some reviews. It only took seven months but
here we go.
Chapter 7
The ground was soft beneath
his feet, seeming to groan and bow beneath his weight. The rain had started
just after sunset, though the sky had long ago lost it's luster. Now even the
feeble moonlight was lost behind the veil of angry clouds that clung so
fiercely to the evening sky. Lightening, jagged and broken, flashed
threateningly across the sky, forcing fleeting glimpses of a field littered
with bodies.
Water tinted red from
battle swirled absently around his feet as he trudged on, past the outflung
arms and twisted faces of the dead. Amber eyes, bright with bloodlust, shone
eerily in the rainy darkness. A snarl revealed briefly on a face twisted with
rage and then darkness again and only those eyes remained, staring through you.
Sweat and rain mingled on his skin, his hands slick as he skirted those who had
fallen. He never glanced at their faces, instead stalked ever forward. He knew
battle, it had been in his blood too long not to know that some of the fallen
were those he knew, others strangers. And yet he could give them no pity, no
grief for his soul was numb to them. The scent of battle was too strong now and
everything else was simply pushed away into a darkened background.
He heard someone cry
hoarsely behind him, a sword through the stomach he thought. A harsh death, painful
and slow. But he never stopped. He was looking for him, ever looking. And then
he saw him. The slick of lightening off metal, the curse of men as bodies and
swords collided. A feral grin spread across his face as he adjusted his grip.
Finally, he breathed,
finally.
* * *
He jerked awake suddenly,
his muscles tense even as he reached for his sword. The blade lay beside the
bed, abandoned but not forgotten in passion. It was then he felt the shift of
the body lying next to him. Kaoru was held firmly against his body, her head
resting trustingly against his chest, her raven hair billowing around him like
sable. Almost reverently he reached down and ran hands that had, for so long,
only known a sword through that black silk. Interlacing his fingers he stared
at the strange contrast that stared back at him. Coarse against softness,
brutal against gentle. He cursed silently and crushed her hair in his fist,
strength against weakness.
The night still lingered
on the edge of dawn, the air still and silent.The world lay silent as the first
fingers of dawn slid across the sky. Black tinged slowly to blues and violets.
Fires, long abandoned, lay as smoldering coals while the burr of summer insects
hissing through the air lay as a quiet background to it all. It was times like
these, the early mornings that usually haunted him, when the past flooded back,
drowning him The quiet, the peace that seemed to hang over the world always sat
oddly with him. He had never understood peace nor the lingering need people felt
for it. His life was wrapped irrevocably in battle, in the conquest of the
fight.
Absently he ran his
fingers across the smooth skin of his lover's shoulder. She lay beside in him
in a sprawled tangle of limbs and hair, a worn blanket wrapped loosely about
her. She sleeps like the dead, he mused. No, like an innocent, a voice in his
mind shot back. Like someone who did not have the echos of screams to wake them
nor the feel of steel to chill them. No, Kaoru was an innocent but how long would
she remain so if she were to stay with him? He had acquired many enemies in his
life. It had never troubled him overly much before but now- now he had her.
So fierce, his Kaoru, so
ready to take on a world she knew so little about. She never questioned what
might lie in the shadows, or lurk just beyond sight. He was not granted that
sweet ignorance. Too long he had been that dreaded thing that brought fear to
the eyes and death on a quick breath. He had stood, blade drawn and stared into
eyes that grew dark with fear and then blind in death.
They still haunted his
nights. Those nameless faces , pale and lifeless, that swam through his dreams.
Their eyes always staring at him, through him, him in mute accusation. Cold
lips frozen in screams that even now echoed -
"Battousai?" The
sleepy question drew him from his dark thoughts. Even in sleep, he mused, she
still seeks to protect. A warmth flowed through him at the thought. It had been
so long since any had sought to protect him.
"Go back to sleep,
it's still early yet." Her answer was to nuzzle against his side, her
breath hot against his skin. A smile spread sweetly across a face so foreign to
the expression one might have been forgiven for staring. "Go back to
sleep," He repeated against her hair. "I kept you up most of the
night and if you don't stop that you wont be getting anymore rest this
morning."
He felt the smile against
his chest where she had sprawled herself.
"Oh really? I think I
could suffer being a little sleep deprived if..."
"If?" One flame
colored brow rose in question. My, but wasn't she just full of surprises this
morning?
"If you made it worth
my while." He laughed at that. A totally unconscious act that caused
Kaoru's breath to catch in her throat. Amber eyes turned liquid with mirth as
full, sensual lips captured Kaoru's suddenly undivided attention. It was the
first time she had seen him laugh. Not smirk or mock but actually, boisterously
laugh. She felt her heart freeze and then melt in her chest.
"Well then I suppose
- "
Suddenly he froze. Every
muscle tensing, turning his grip to steel around her. Eyes narrowed as he
stared at the doorway to their small tent. Kaoru's eyes followed his but the
space was empty, everything quiet.
He felt them the moment
they had entered the camp. They had not made a sound, had not disturbed a
single blade of grass or broken a single twig. They wrapped themselves in
stealth and confidence. They were good....but he was better. He slipped his
hand across Kaoru's mouth to silence her and slid from beneath her, naked but
for the sword held casually in his hand. His fingers slid absently along to
hilt, caressing the worn leather. He shrugged into faded pants that had been
thrown so hastily on the floor only a few hours before. With a small gesture
for Kaoru to stay put he disappeared out the small door.
And was gone.
* * *
The earth was cool beneath
his feet, the grass still holding dew that would vanish beneath the punishing
rays of the summer sun. But now it clung to the earth and his skin. The ground was
muddy from the rain, a myriad of footprints crisscrossing through it. He moved
easily around it, more a reflex than anything else. No need to give these
intruders any advantage.
His breath was even as he
stalked through the camp, the snores and movements of those in the tents were
loud in the predawn silence. He passed the sentries with ease, their eyes
trained out to the trees ringing the small encampment. His feet made no noise
as he circled the encampment, tracing the intruders's path. There were four of
them, traveling lightly which meant they were planning on getting in and
getting out without notice. But what were they planning on doing while they
were slinking around his camp? Wreck havoc on Murai's little army? Possibly.
Kill him? Probably. That brought a smirk to his mouth. They wouldn't be the
first or the last to attempt it.
Moving faster now he swung
past a tent, its canvas walls bowing lightly in the wind, and finally caught
sight of them. They clung to the fading shadows with a skill that had
Battousai's eyes narrowing. These weren't mere rebels, even well trained
rebels. This had the taste of money and the assassins that it could hire.
Covered in black from head to toe, their sword were secured to their back in
the signature black sheaths of the Onis. The Demons. They spread out across
several feet and slunk forward, toward an apparently random tent. It took only
a moment to realize it was no random tent though.
It was his.
* * *
Kaoru felt the chill
slither down spine. Pulling the blankets tighter around her body she stared
where Battousai had disappeared. What the hell was going on? He had just zipped
out with nothing more than a stay-here-or-else look and left her sitting here
naked. The ass! Angry heat replaced the cold worry that had been coursing
through her. Tossing the blankets aside she grabbed her gi and dressed with
quick, furtive movements. How dare he just traipse off and leave her with no
explanation. Damn it, if there was a fight she had just as much right to be
there as he did.
Oh how her hand itched for
her bokken. The feel of strong wood beneath her fingers and the sting of impact
in sparring. But even though she had longed to bring it, even secretly, with
her she had known that prisoners didn't carry weapons. Even prisoners who were
assuming debts of others.
Sometimes it is better to
just meet a threat head on. With a determined gleam Kaoru looked around the
tent for some kind of weapon. Sadly it was woefully lacking in anything that
even came near, so instead she grabbed the small pan Battousai used every night
for cooking. It was a pitiful thing and not likely to due much damage but it
was something at least. Pan gripped tightly in her hands, she emerged from the
sun-bleached canvas to an unusual sight.
Battousai stood alone, his
eyes narrowed towards the lingering shadows of night. His face was like stone,
expression melted from its hard surface. Until he saw her. She never knew if
she made some sound, a gasp perhaps, or if he had just felt her, but suddenly
she had the full intensity of that amber gaze on her. Icy calculation slipped
away when he saw her. Fear slithered across gold. Fear? In all the time she had
known him, she had never seen fear in those eyes. What could bring fear to
Battousai?
And then she knew.
She felt the metal slide
silently against the fragile skin of her throat. Just as silently as the feet
that had approached her. Her gaze slid to the side to view the black clad face
that now rested beside hers. She could not even see his eyes for they were
trained only on Battousai.
Battousai stared on, anger
raging through his blood. He ignored the fear filling him at the sight of that
sword held so casually at Kaoru's throat. He knew the threat that was in that
assassin was making. Move and Kaoru was dead. Battousai never doubted that
sword would be drawn across her throat if he took a single step forward. These
men did not make idle threats, nor did they consider their own deaths too high
a price to pay.
They circled him now,
their swords at the ready should he attempt to attack. They knew his identity
and were taking no chances. There precautions were justified but even Battousai
had his limits. He could not take down so many well trained fighters, not if he
expected to find Kaoru alive at the end of it. Frustration welled within him
and his hands tightened around his sword. He saw the Onis tense and watch him
closely. Though they held Kaoru, they knew he could always ignore her life and
simply kill them. Anxiety thickened the air as each man weighed their options.
It was a strange sight,
two fighters so exquisitely trained, so steeped in death staring silently at
each other in the weak light of first dawn. Strange perhaps but there they
stood, each unwilling to break away, to back down and concede defeat. To those
of their ranks to surrender was unthinkable, better an honorable death than a
ignoble life. Kaoru could feel the blood pounding in her veins, her body was
taut as her gaze darted from one man to the other. Well hell, this just wasn't
going to end well.
She felt a husky breath
slither across her cheek. A laugh, she supposed, from the shadowy man behind
her. He pulled the sword just enough for a thin sliver of blood to slide down
her throat and then he shifted as if reaching for something. Kaoru noticed this
all absently though for she was watching, entranced as Battousai eyes met hers
for the first time since this silent war had begun. She was powerless to look
away from that stare, those amber eyes filled with so many things. Anger, fear,
and something so primitive it made the breath freeze in her throat.
And then a flash of red
sped past her and landed skillfully at Battousai's feet. Mud slurped at the
impacts and clung to the polished metal.
Battousai regarded the
dagger lodged in the earth at his feet dispassionately. Secured to the hilt was
a sliver of red silk rope that curled around a small piece of parchment.
Slowly, deliberately he leaned down and plucked the weapon from the ground. The
weight of metal felt foreign to his hand for the first time in him life. Even
as his mind raged against the situation, he forced himself to examine the
blade. The dagger was exquisite, even now he knew a valuable weapon when he saw
one. The detailed metal work etched along the short hilt and even along to thin
blade bespoke of countless hours of labor. This was not some random knife meant
to intimidate, this particular weapon had been chosen with care. His eyes
narrowed as he saw that the random curving lines blended into a single stylized
dragon that swam its way from hilt to blade as it spewed fire towards the
silver tip.
His eyes flew to the man
who dared to hold Kaoru and slid involuntarily down to the thin line of blood
even now soaking the top of her simple blue kimono. His hands tightened until
they turned white from the strain but he made no further move but to stare
cooly at the swordsman.
"A gift from an
admirer."
He merely nodded and then
slowly slide the paper from it's soil of rope. The parchment was heavy and
thick between finger that were uncommonly steady. A single name stared back at
him written in bold, black script.
"Three days."
The words echoed sourly. Then they were gone, Kaoru with them. Between one
breath and the next they had taken the one thing that had ever mattered to him.
The paper crumbled slowly
in his fist and then fell lifelessly to the hot summer wind. Dawn was breaking
as he turned and walked away, he would gather his thing and then he would seek
the one thing he knew far to much about. Vengeance.
There on the ground sat a
tattered square of paper with only a few letters scattered across it. A single
name that seemed so innocent.
Sagara.
* * *
Kaoru was never quite sure
what happened. She only remembered the world going dark though she was not
unconscious. She could be thankful for that she supposed. She had been knocked
out enough times and kidnaped in her time with Battousai that he might think
she considered this a pleasant past time. In truth it took her a few moments to
realize that she had been blindfolded and seated on a horse. At least she was
upright this time, though the uneven gait of the beast made riding less than a
pleasurable affair.
Tentatively she touched
her tongue against the gag that had been so quickly stuffed in her mouth. With
this too she felt she had had more than her share of intimate dealings with.
Her hands were tied before her to the front of the saddle and forced her to
lean forward slightly have her arms wrenched from their sockets. This kept her
constantly off balance which she was sure was her captors purpose in tying her
in such a way. Someone who had to concentrate on keeping from falling head
first off a horse is hardly in a position to cause trouble or try to escape. It
was deceptively simple. Damn them.
After what seemed like
hours on the stupid horse Kaoru was hauled none to gently from her perch and
trust into some kind of enclosure for she no longer felt the hot wind upon her
face. She was covered in sweat and dirt, her kimono was slick with perspiration
in several places. She knew she must look awful and she could personally attest
she smelled that way. So it could be forgiven if her mood was not the best when
she was slammed down into a hard wooden chair and grunted out to stay put.
Neither her blindfold nor gag were removed. For added affect her hands were
bound behind her back to make resting against the back of the chair an
impossibility.
"Well, well always a
pleasure to be graced by such beauty." The voice was smooth as a demon's
and Kaoru froze in her struggles against her bonds. Two cool hands efficiently
removed her gag and blindfold though she kept her eyes tightly shut as if to
ward off the reality of that voice.
"Hoshi." The
name was a mere croak against her dry lips but it carried all the dread that
had welled up within her at the sound of his voice.
"I'm flattered you
remember me." A mocking smile slid across full lips that seemed to always
carry a cruel slant. "Because you made quite an impression on me. It's not
everyday one is invaded by a tempting little captive spitting fire." Cold
eyes gazed appreciatively at the form revealed by her now clinging kimono and
Kaoru felt a chill snake through her.
"What have you
done?"
"Done? Why what I
always do. That which serves my goals best." At her confused expression
Lord Hoshi merely laughed softly and drew the back of his finger softly across
her cheek. "You, my lovely little hellcat, will be the rope that I use to
tie Battousai to my will."
He moved away from her
then to a small table in the corner and poured a glass of wine from a leather
pouch laying beside a cup of beaten silver. The smell of rich red wine filled
the small room and Kaoru felt her mouth go dry. She had had no water since
being taken and the piece of cloth so unceremoniously stuffed in her mouth had
resulted in her mouth feeling like cotton. To see Hoshi sip delicately at the
fragrant brew was torture but she would die of thirst before she would ask for
one drop from that bastard.
He walked back to her and
paced before her, the cup held carelessly in his fingers.
"You see Battousai is
not a man who's true loyalty can be bought. Oh he is faithful enough, to a
point. Gathering information and dispatching a few key individuals who stood in
my way but always he has refused to eliminate certain groups. This strains my
patience considerably as I find these wars tedious. How many seasons must I
tread across farmer's fields and siege keep after keep? A few shadowy visits
and these infernal wars would end and I could take my rightful place."
Hoshis's face was flushed red in anger and his hand now clutched his goblet
tightly.
"My rightful
place." Kaoru didn't think he was even aware she was there anymore. This
was obviously something that had driven Hoshi for years and she doubted any
words she could offer would affect him. So she remained silent and listened
with a sense of morbid curiosity as he continued to pace.
"But he would never
bend to my wishes. There was always the fear that at any moment he could walk
away and never look back. He can not be bought so maybe he can be
threatened." He stopped abruptly and turned to her then. "That's
where you come in. You see I sent him a little ultimatum. Follow one simple
order or forfeit your life."
"One simple
order?" She forced the words out past a throat gone tight with fear.
"Yes he just has to rid
me of a single person." Kaoru waited for him to tell her who but he merely
took a leisurely sip of wine and regarded her with amusement.
"Who?" He smiled
at her question, clearly anticipating and enjoying her fear.
"Sagara, Sagara
Sanosuke."
Kaoru felt the world
narrow around her as Hoshi's word echoed dully in her ears. A scream welled
within her as she stared at him in horror. Did he know what he was asking? That
Battousai kill his own brother. Gods, she was going to die.
* * *
The small room smelled of
sweat and stale liquor. It wasn't particularly large nor clean but he supposed
it served its purpose. The blade felt heavy in his hand as he approached the
prone figure lying so quietly on the small futon. Absently his fingers traced
the elaborate designs on the metal beneath his fingers but his hand remained
steady, determined.
Battousai moved forward on
silent feet, his breath soft in the cramped room. A flair of red appeared above
the threadbare blanket that covered his brother's form. His lips quirked
faintly at the sight of two cumbersome feet hanging off the edge of the futon.
A tall man had quite a time finding a suitable place in Japan but this was not
why he had come. His face turned hard as he stood over his brother, taking in
the slow rise and fall of his chest. The soft hiss of his breathing even as he
held the dagger above him, suspended but the tips of his fingers.
And then he let it drop.
Sanosuke woke with a start
at the sharp crack that sang through the air. He was met by the sight of a
fierce blade only inches away, the moonlight sliding across the deadly metal.
"Well hello to you
too, Battousai." The dry voice rang with annoyance as Sanosuke shifted to
stare at Battousai. "Dramatic as always I see."
"Only around you
Sanosuke."
"So glad I bring out
the better qualities in you. I always knew - What happened?" Sano stared
intently at the ravaged face only half revealed before him. Battousai seemed to
flow from one shadow to the next as he stalked about the room, his feet silent
even now.
"He took her."
"He?"
"He." Battousai
growled back. He felt the now familiar rage boil through him.
"Ah. Hoshi. Will he
kill her?" That one question had been racing through Battousai's mind for
the past 19 hours. The exact amount of time it had taken him to retrace
Sanosuke's steps and find him here. He felt cold now, as though ice were
crawling through his veins.
"Yes." The word
hung heavy in the stale air. Yes, Hoshi would kill her without a second
thought, without remorse or regret. He would flick his wrist and the one thing
Battousai had even valued, had ever truly wanted to protect, would be taken
away from him.
Sanosuke did not miss the
clenching of Battousai's fists. This from a man who never showed emotion, who
would never think to give that advantage to another. It gave him an idea of
just how much he had come to care for Kaoru.
"Demands?" Sano
knew enough about Hoshi and men like him to know he planned out his every
action, every move meticulously. He would not have risked Battousai's wrath for
some trifle thing.
"Just one."
Suddenly Battousai's breath was upon his face, his eyes staring intently into
Sano's own and a certain dagger place squarely at his neck. But he merely
smiled.
"A.h, my death. How
completely unoriginal." Battousai growled at his easy manner before
dropping the dagger into Sano's lap. "He is testing you."
"I know that!"
He hissed as he whipped away and began pacing again.
"He knows we are
brothers."
"Half-brothers."
"Fine, he knows that
we are HALF-brothers."
"Obviously."
Sanosuke smiled wryly at his brother's dry reply.
"So," Sano asked
as he absently twirled the knife, "you going to end my 'miserable, wasted,
useless and so on' life?"
"I might if I thought
he would let her go. Hoshi isn't an idealistic or foolish man, he knows that
once I have Kaoru back, I'm going to kill him. He's testing my limits. If I
kill you it he will just throw another name, another person before me. Always
holding Kaoru as the bait."
"Shitty situation all
around." Battousai merely raised one eyebrow in disdain at his brother who
was now avidly watching the dagger twirl about. Battousai snatched it away from
him and buried it in the wall. Sano gave a pained look. "Damn it
Battousai! That hag at the front is going to charge me for that. She already
watches me like I am going to make off with anything not nailed down."
"Smart woman."
"Hey, that was one
time. And that vase would have brought a nice price."
"It was an urn if I
recall and it had the patron's mother's ashes." Sano grimaced.
"Well I obviously did
know THAT at the time."
"Would it have
stopped you?"
"Well- hey I thought
we were trying to figure out what to do about Kaoru. You just can't leave her
with Hoshi." Battousai moved to stand before the small window, pushing the
rickety shutters open. Rain pelted down, splashing along the muddy ground.
"No. He'll kill
her." The words were laden with the frustration and anger running through
him. He would not let Hoshi have her.
"So what are we going
to do?" Sanosuke asked as he slipped from the warmth of his bed and began
to look for his clothes. They had to be around there somewhere.
"We're going to do
the only thing we can."
"Oh really?"
Sano's voice was muffled as he burrowed under various blankets in such of his
gi. "What's that?"
"Go to the one man
who can equally Hoshi." A muffled curse was heard from Sano as he pulled
his gi from beneath his futon (how exactly it had gotten there he wasn't sure)
and stared at Battousai.
"Well shit."
* * *
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