Black
Devotion
Violet Goddess
Author’s
Notes: hello dear reader, ready to brave my first kenshin fanfic? good so am i.
i like my male leads to be a bit dark and definitely possessive so if that's
not your cup of tea hit back now. i usually write sailor moon fics but i'm
doing this one on request. this fic should get pretty steamy and i like them
semi-dark and agnsty so watch out. enjoy and remember i love reviews..... i
only write if people are reading.
Chapter 1
swimming
through the late summer air only made the smell of rotting flesh that much more
pungent. Flies came swarmed above the battlefield, looking for the choicest
kills to feed on. Making his way through the carnage with no more than a
disgruntled curse at the loss of time weaving through all the dead was costing
him, Battousai trudged onward. He had no pity for those that didn’t have the
skill to survive in battle and so felt no remorse when he kicked a hapless body
out of his way.
It wasn’t until he climbed over a low rise that he saw them. Three men were
barring down on what looked like a small boy who was running towards Battousai
as if the demons of hell were riding hard on his heels, which perhaps they were
by the rough look to his pursuers. His curiosity piqued, Battousi watched the
boy who seemed no more than ten or eleven scrambled across the muddy earth. He
looked dirty and haggard, his face covered in blood and grim as he searched
wildly about for escape from the two bullnecked pursuers.
Yahiko’s breath was coming in broken gasps as he pushed himself ever faster,
the two soldiers only a few steps behind him as he raced across the silent
field, jumping bodies with graceless urgency. He knew he shouldn’t have tried
to loot the bodies laying so abundantly around him but it wouldn’t harm anyone
and the money he would have received selling the gear would have helped quite a
bit. He was so intent on escape that it was only at the last moment that he
looked up and saw the him. Yahiko stopped dead in his tracks and could only
stare at the scene before him. With brilliant red hair that could only be
described as billowing and amber eyes that seemed to stare straight through you
he was a awe inspiring sight. Yahiko hadn’t thought of the folly of simply
standing there as if awaiting his captors until he felt a stinging grip latch
onto his arm and hard ground as he was slammed into it.
Battousai didn’t outwardly react to the boy now laying at his feet. Granted it
wasn’t something he was likely to see everyday but after all the things he’d
seen over the years it was going to take a fair bit more to surprise him. He’d
witnessed similar scenes countless time the boy was probably some thief and
deserved whatever was dealt him and with that Battousai brushed the incident
from his mind and made to walk around the group. A flicker of annoyance passed
through at the calloused hand suddenly gripping his arm, stopping his departure.
“What are you doing here?” Battousai turned slowly more irritated at the man’s
steel grip than worried by it. He was brawny true with bulging muscles and a
height that let him tower above most other men but Battousai felt no twinge of
fear. Brawn was enough for some but in battle it was as often a hindrance as an
advantage. He only stared down at the hand grasping him until the soldier
haltingly removed it.
“I travel to my lord.” The words were cold and clipped as he pointedly eyed the
two men and the young boy still pinned mercilessly to the earth. “And you? What
do you here?”
“We were after him.” He nodded towards the squirming boy behind him in
an absentminded fashion. “Caught him scavenging the bodies of some of our men.”
That declaration caught his attention full force. True stealing from a soldier
or his camp was frowned upon and punished harshly, but to steal from the dead
was sacrilege. It was a rare man who dared the punishment dealt from both gods
and man. These two would kill the boy for the insult to their comrades.
“I assume you will take him back to your camp before you execute him?” The
stranger’s voice held no inflection, no tone of sympathy or compassion as he so
casually spoke of Yahiko’s death. Though he had known what might happen to him
if he was caught Yahiko had pushed aside the grim thoughts and foreboding in
hopes of what he might gain. Those fallen men had died with full battle gear on
and if he had been able to take even one shield, one sword and sell it the
money would have been enough to help Kaoru stave off hunger for just a little
longer.
She had been taking care of him for over a year now, since their father death
in a duel to defend their family honor of all things. Though he had killed the
challenger he himself had succumbed to wounds only a few weeks later. Watching
his once proud father shrivel away, to become a ghost of the proud man Yahiko
had always known had been one of the hardiest things he had even done. He
remembered taking his father’s frail hand, his skin papery thin and listening
as he told him to keep their family together and to protect Kaoru.
Kaoru at 19 had become the head of Kamiya family until Yahiko reached at least
young adulthood. She had refused to sell their father’s dojo after his death,
it had been the one thing he had truly loved, the one thing that kept him going
after their mother passed away in giving Yahiko life. But a girl of only
nineteen was hard pressed to continue off her father’s work, no matter how
skilled she was in the art of the sword. Now as their money dwindled and work
remained scarce Kaoru had only two choices, sell the dojo or marry and hope her
husband would allow her to keep the ancient building. Neither truly appealed to
her and Yahiko was loath to make her choose, to watch her spirit slowly die day
by day.
“Well?” Yahiko was snapped back to the present at the impatient voice of the
mysterious stranger. With the big brute of a man still laying practically on
top of him, his movement was limited and Yahiko sighed in irritation as he
tried in vain to move enough to see the two men as they moved, seeming to stalk
each other.
“No. We’re not going to wait that long, it’s a half day’s ride to camp and it
will only slow us down to have some thief dragging in our wake.” Battousai
frowned at the man’s words.
“Surely your lord will want to judge him. Punish him before others to carry the
extent of his warning.” Battousai knew that it was customary for soldiers to
take an offender of such a crime to their lord so the consequences of that
man’s deed was known far and wide. Eyeing him speculatively Battousai noted the
almost sheepish look that crossed his face.
“He stole from both sides. We don’t want to risk Hoshi’s men killing him before
we do.”
“Hoshi’s men? He was sacking the bodies of Lord Hoshi’s men?” Battousai’s eyes
narrowed on the boy then, taking in his shaggy black hair and unkept clothing.
This boy had insulted his lord through pillaging of his soldiers, men who had
pledged their lives to him. It was something Battousai could not over look.
“I will take the boy.” Ice flowed through the air as Battousai moved towards
the pair lying so haphazardly on the ground.
“I don’t think so.” Again a large hand reached out to stop him but before flesh
connected with flesh Battousai had drawn his sword and held it skillfully at
the man’s throat.
“I will take the boy. He has insult my lord and will answer for it. You can
stand aside or you can fall beside those that lay here, it matters little but
he will come with me.” Watching the fear that stole across the smoky blue eyes
that peered at him from the glinting end of his sword did not sway him. He felt
no anger or pity for this man, he was merely an obstacle in Battousai’s way, an
obstacle that would be removed if need be. He watched his opponent eye him,
weighing his chance for success against the cold glint of steel at his neck. He
wisely stepped aside.
“Get off him.” He called back to the one holding the boy down. “He’s mine now.”
The words rang ominously in the still morning air.
* * *
Kaoru stared at the setting sun as she had everyday for the past two weeks. She
looked always to the west, where Yahiko had traveled to two weeks ago, in
search of aid from a distant cousin. She had not wanted to let him go but he
was their last hope and Kaoru dare not leave the dojo empty. Too many had
expressed interest in the building, too many had asked for her hand simply to
gain her father’s land. She didn’t doubt she would come back to find the place
sacked and her belongings stolen and so she had let her young brother of only
thirteen tread out alone in search of aid.
Always she looked to the west as she did now, in hopes that she would see his
figure appear out of the fading light but for the past fourteen days he had not
and Kaoru felt little hope that this day would be any different from the rest.
Turning silently back towards her home she began to climb the steps refusing to
turn back and look one last time for she knew she would stand until the very
last glimpse of sunlight slipped below the horizon.
“Kaoru!” The voice was thin and weary but still it carried strongly on the warm
breeze and she closed her eyes against the tears that welled up. Spinning
around she scanned the horizon for his loved figure, staring at every rising
shadow and shifting branch. There! Waving frantically Yahiko was running
towards her, the meadow he crossed was filled with tall grass that seemed to
swallow him up as it swayed softly.
“Yahiko!” Throwing down the basket of wash that she had held tightly against
her body she ran towards her brother, her eyes tracking the small black head as
it raced towards her. And then he was in her arms, his small body squeezed
tightly against her and nothing had ever felt so sweet.
“I’m back Kaoru, I’m back.” His voice was tearful though she could tell he was
trying to hold it back. Yahiko, always trying to be strong like their father
but in truth he was still just a boy. It was then he seemed to realize that he
was clinging to her and it was not at all something a warrior should do and
pulled back with a guilty expression on his face.
Whipping the tears away with the back of his hand Yahiko regarded his sister
with solemn eyes. He saw the worry etched across her face, the confusion that
he wasn’t smiling and cheerful to be home. She understood his wary stance when
she saw the dark figure that stood several feet behind him, nearly obscured by
the grasses that flowed around him. Half his face was cast in shadow but
slashing amber eyes stared directly at her, gleaming in the near darkness of
twilight. His body stood relaxed but Kaoru could feel the slightly tension
running through him, the feeling that he was ready for anything. Pulling her
brother behind her protectively Kaoru eyed the stranger warily.
“Who are you?” She was surprised her voice came out so steady, happy only a
little of the fear laced it.
“He saved me.” Yahiko’s voice was quiet, barely reaching her ears but it eased
some of the worry from her.
“Then I thank you.” Kaoru told the man as she bowed out of respect for the man
that had saved her brother.
“Don’t thank me yet.” His voice was toneless, his body never moving. It created
an eerie sight with the night approaching and this warrior standing before her,
his expression inscrutable and his swords lying so casually against his side.
He looked invincible standing there, so untouchable and Kaoru felt a shiver of
foreboding snake through her.
“Why would I not thank you for saving my brother?” The laws of hospitality said
that she must extend her roof to him, her home and her protection though she
doubted highly he would need the last.
“Because he’s taking me to his lord Kaoru.” Yahiko’s declaration stunned her
into silence. He was taking Yahiko to his lord? Why? She doubted highly that he
would trouble himself with traveling with a child for any light reason. Her
hold on her brother tightened as her mind ran the gamut of reasons he would be
called before any lord, let alone one who could hold the fealty of a man like
this one, and none were good.
“Your lord?” She asked him, confusion and anxiety spreading through her.
“Lord Hoshi.” Battusoai ignored her indrawn breath. It was a common reaction.
Lord Hoshi was a man to be feared, his actions were methodical and merciless.
That this slip of a girl was afraid of him was nothing surprising, and she was
a mere girl. Wrapped in a dark green kimono, her dark black hair pulled back
with a simple blue ribbon she looked like the epitome of a farmer’s daughter,
simple and innocent. Those were two things Battousi had never truly understood,
two things that he had never experienced.
“Why are you taking him?” Her lips trembled as she spoke, Battousi found his
eyes drawn to them. They were a delicate coral, no rouge to darken them, no
thought to seduction or temptation. It had been a long time since he had come
across a woman who’s every thought, every action was not bent on capturing a
man or his purse. True he took those women without conscience or regret but he
never felt like they were women, real women. They were things, creatures to be
used and forgotten, but this girl before him was different. It intrigued him in
a way.
“He was pillaging the dead bodies of my lord’s men.” Yahiko grimaced at the
sound of shock that came from Kaoru. She kept with the old ways, the ways of
their father, that said that what he had done was one of the worst crimes a
person could imagine.
“What will your lord’s punishment be?” Kaoru knew the answer, it was always
death. It was one of the few things that every ruler agreed on.
“Do not ask question that you know the answers to, it wastes my time.” Battousi
stifled his annoyance at the girl, he wanted to be gone from this place by the
time the moon was at it’s zenith and this was taking far too long.
“Then why did you bring him home? Surely you know I wont just let you leave
with him.” She pushed her brother farther behind her back, it was a fruitless
effort but he saw no reason to tell her so.
“Surely you don’t think you can stop me?” He mocked her; she knew that in truth
she was powerless stop him but she would try until her last breath if she had
to. “I brought him here because it is on my way to the north. He told me you
could resupply us and I saw no reason to deny him when it benefitted me.”
Kaoru could feel Yahiko start to shake and she knew she could not let this man
take her brother. And then she realized the decision had been made from the
moment she had seen her brother racing towards her. Stepping boldly forward,
Kaoru stared into those sleek amber eyes and prayed for courage.
“I’ll take his place.” She saw those cold eyes widen slightly at her
declaration and then narrow to slits.
“I think not.” The words were menacing, ice flowing through the still evening
air. Kaoru felt her resolve weaken but as she thought of her brother her spine
straightened and she faced her challenge head on.
“I’m just claiming my right as head of this household. I can trade places with
any of my family, assume their crime and their punishment.”
Damn she was right! It galled him to admit she did have that right if what the
boy had told him was true. The little brat hadn’t shut up since Battousai had
found him two days ago. He knew the kid’s entire life story from the death of
his father to his near awe of his sister. He’d felt a twinge of pity and even
sympathy for the boy; he’d lost both his parents at a young age too, though to
disease and not the sword. But though he’d felt a bit of emotion where the kid
was concerned he’d pushed it aside. Emotion was something a warrior didn’t
need, it only hampered him on the battlefield.
So now he stood before a mere slip of a girl who was boldly offering to trade
places with her brother, take a sentence she knew could mean her death. Damn,
but he wished he’d just passed over this place, the small inconspicious village
that was now causing him a world of problems. He would have if he’d had even an
inkling that she would pull this. He knew of the custom of course but it was
rarely used and never by women. But she was right, she was head of the family
since they had no one else even though she was a woman. He could not deny her
request without dishonoring her ancestors and his and bringing shame upon
himself. He had ceased to care about many things in his life, he’d left honesty
and love behind and at times even honor but for some reason standing here in a
field of sweet grass, the wind cooling his heated skin and the sky a burst of
brilliant colors he couldn’t deny this woman.
“You realize the gravity of your actions?” His expression betrayed nothing, his
voice was toneless as it swept around her. Oh she knew what this could mean,
she knew what his acceptance of her demand could mean.
“Kaoru?” Yahiko’s thin voice, shaking with tears caused her chest to tighten.
“Yes. I understand.” Annoyance flashed across his face briefly, annoyance and
something that looked oddly like admiration and then the mask fell expertly
back into place.
“We leave in two hours.” With that he turned and walked back through the
meadow, his hair looking like flames leaping down his back and his swords
caught the fading light with every step. Turning she caught Yahiko as he jumped
into her arms, confusion and fear putting the boy into a near panic. Tears
spilled silently down her cheeks as she hugged the small body to her.
“Oh and Kaoru,” her head snapped up at the sound of her name, the timbre of his
voice causing a shiver to slide down her spine. Where had he learned it? Had
Yahiko told him? “Don’t try to run. I’ll only track you down. You’re mine now
and I keep what’s mine.”
His? What in the world did he mean? Kaoru suddenly felt uncertain about her
decision. Just what exactly had she done?
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